i juz dun understand la...i juz felt some ppl are against me..after wad they talk to her..cos no one even bother to advise me or something..every one believe is my fault..cos of all e past mishaps..her and her were also in e wrong..for not being sensitive to my feelings...well, i wanna know is..y should i confront them first when i left e group FIRST..when they..should be e one confronting me and askin me why..and not juz believe in some craps and accusing me..?

it juz pull down my dignity..and i believe wadever i did is right in some ways...i know i m in e wrong somehow..and at most i already admit wad i did wrong...did they?even if i told them, they will juz turn the table round..in e end who got blame?its me..! u say i dunno wad u going thru..have u ever felt wad i going thru?i already wan to put the matter in the past but u all keep on draggin this problems..y u all muz let all these matters pull our friendship down?then when things goes wrong...start to blame me...

when i said i will change it means i will...but u all simply dun believe me..so wads e point of me...staying in a grp when there's no trust? why do u all always blame me?
enough of backstabbing and all..i felt trappeed in e group..now i understand why there are always conflicts btw u and some ppl..cos i was once of them..
haiz..forget it la i juz wanna be a better person...and true friends who really cares..

take care.......ciao..1.13am

spiritually_yours at 12:39 AM