my heart is still bleeding inside..cos i kept crying.
i juz cant stop..
i wonder when will this end..
why is it always happen this way.?
why?
all i ever wan now is juz a simple love..
someone who can stay by me..and let this love last for eternality and not months and years...
someone who can stop me from cryin inside...
my heart left lots of scars..and it is in pain..tears*
but yet i cant say it out...
how long can i stop pretending that i m not in pain...
when actually i m....will anyone ever know this?
the pain had caused me to be sick now..
i m facing the worst that i could ever get..
i m so scared now..scared of the past unhappy memories...the past good memories of my loved ones......so scareddd...
y is fate making me feeling so miserable...will anyone ever care?
no..they are juz minding their own thingss..
they are juz giving stupid excuses to cover u up for not being with u...
tears* y do it had to be this wayyyyyy?
y cant i turn the table round?
y cant i juz be a simple girl who not afraid of the pain and tortures i m going thru now..no one is there... for me..
life is aint that great afterall.. tears* 12.09am