wow wonderful..haha.finally can write a post.. lol
well,basically i can finally get out and find some true friends...i mean i had beeen suffering in their group..and all i can is to tolerate..they ask me not to backstab but they themselves are doing it...soo wad rights do they had to say tat i betray them? all i ever wan was true friends..but wad i got is juz some childish ppl...
and will they even there when i feel sad and cried?all they ever do was, "samantha,we meet u in e hall" fuck la..i was there lying on e table alone..and then they dun even wanna come over and talk to me..call themselves true friends?ha..my foot..tell others tat u had clean parents?..ha..pls see for yrself before saying others..IF IT HASNT FOR IVEY,I WOULD NOT HAD SEEN YR TRUE COLOURS...actually before recess,we r fine but i juz dunno why after recess..things started to change...and it happens everyday..the reason for me to left e group is very simple,we juz cant get along,i dun like u guys talkin bad abt my close friends behind their backs,i tried to change..but had u all even allow me to,when all i know everyday i m facing critism from u all..talkin bad abt me in front of me..dun think i dunno...and then here u are..telling other ppl that i betray u all...who's the one who is doing it now? had u all ever care abt my feelings..? do u all even ask me why,all u all ever does was putting blame onto ppl..think tat the world owe u a big time...
i think i had given my friendship as an advantage to u all...its not worth..thats why i left..i cant stand it when u guys juz kept making things difficult for me...
one more thing, i m super pissed with e fact tat u all r WORSE THAN A BACTERIA..WORSE THAN AN AH LIAN...fancy calling my close friend's mother a slut..when things hasn't been solved..cant u all juz confront me long ago..why i left e group..and all u guys ever does was drag the matter..and put the blames on me..worse still.. now even insult my friend...u all r testing my patience now..ha..and fancy u guys calling me a coward for not answering u all..ha..so who's the coward now? i had my reason for keeping quiet..that is cos i cant be bothered to argue to useless ppl like u..i juz feel like i m talkin to empty air.i cant belive i m tolerating u guys for so long...yes i m calling u guys an airhead!! wad can u do? i juz feel like taking the dagger and go thru u guys hearts! ni meng zui hao shi fan xing yi xia ni meng zi ji de liang xin.. have u all ever wondered y u guys always had conflict with ppl?have u? cos i know now..
and it muz have been incredible for me to tolerate u guys for so long..its time for me to move..u all had better watch out or else u all will see a side tat no one had never seen before..not even my close friends..its the extreme anger.everyone will be shocked...i chose not to show to my close friends cos they r reasonable & understandin ppl..but not for u guys..i had better make sure..u all r e first to see it..ha..if u guys start all yr nonsense again...pls la.. go look around and see who is in e wrong can?i know i m in e wrong..how bout u guys???
PLs use yr brain before u do..do i always had to remind u all these points like last time?if u said yes, all i can say u all r brainless....tats all i can talk...i cant be bothered anymore..i m out of here..go do my coursework..i rather do my coursework than waste my time on u useless bunch of ppl..
anyway juz wanna say thanks to sab,karmun claire,shuwen..candice,feena,serene,ivey and the rest of my close friends who stood by me this period...i also wanna thank someone who give me e light during this period of time..thanks for being there.. =) ciao!1.35pm
