i dunno...
i miss the presence of my previous group so much..so much so tat i ccan cry nonstop...
y muz they separate us like tat..friends of nearly 6 years! tears*
y muz they make me feel so upset..so left out
the night when i was going adams rd to eat dinner during f&n camp , as i was walkin around, i thought of serene..because we went there last year too..during f&n camp..and she was with me all along...from sharing towels to shampoos and all..haiz..it so hard for me to face reality that she is not with me..i guess thats the reason y i kept so quiet this year..wad do u think..friends of 6 years..someone who knoe u inside out is gone.someone who motivates u....the good friends and friends u used to had..suddenly juz left...very hard for me to commit...i tried to make new friends..yes some ok with me..but some think tat i was tryin to follow in..all i wan was to know true friends..trying to make new memories..but y do u all had to say such things to me???i m not wad u think i m.. i was so hurt..so hurt...but no one care, no one bothers...
the memories of them still kept inside my heart deeply...i really tried making new friends..trying new things...and yet u all do this to me... tears*
i dun wan say much afterall..some juz dun seem to get it..
actually i juz wanna thank chloe and her group and some mates during f&n camp to make my day...worthwhile...thanks chloe.haha.had fun chatting huh?haha..i begining to love u guys.lol..
thinking abt my group juz make me cry..nana was online juz now..and i told her how much i miss them...and she told me she misses us too...she knows wad i m going thru right now..she juz said I LOVE YOU...tears* juz three words..it makes difference...
ya its hard for me to commit to another group...
thats why all those misunderstanding takes place..so hard..
tears*
i juz wan to make new friends..to create new memories...
and i m sorry to mari,angela,peiwen and yuxin..sorry
time is so running out..i wonder when will we ever be reunited again? serene,candice nana..hope there be a chance for us to meet up as a group...and re-create new memories...love u..
by all means do take caare....i hope i be fine soon..i dunno how long...no one bother to ask me abt it too.so ya.nth i can say...
chloe,dun worry..u r always my good friend..loll..thanks for spendin time with me during f&n camp..and didnt make me feel so left out..thanks...!3.12am