listening to: high school musical soundtrack

hey ppl..good evening..now 11.35pm lol...anyway...ha..i cant stand some ppl who have senseless brains...juz think..in this world we can still see this kind of ppl~~!! and its a pity tat our school had this kind of ppl...cos imagine..u left e group, it probably means tat u dun wan to have any connection with them..and they are juz yr friends, they will at least ask concernly...but if they are evil,they will say out all those evil stuffs abt u..then when months later..some ppl in tat group came to talk to u..u thought ok..everything was fine..juz friends.trying to forget and forgive..e next min u know...they start to backstab u even though u nv go with them anymore..and wadever minor things u do, they blow up e whole matter..worst is tat..they critise yr idol!..and then when u get angry..they get angry with u too..u see la..who start first???.now i know..the girls who are getting back to me cos they wanna know things abt me and would then critise for all they care..and start all those stupid rumours again....i didnt even wanna do anything with them..i only talk to them when they wan me to..cos i know..the friendship i had with them has broken up..its lost...it will only come back when they learn to be more forgiving, more understand and more sensible in they way they are doing things..and i shant fell for their tricks ever again!! i will not tell them alot of things..i shall be sharp in my words to them..they are damned too much...!! ugh!!!


anyway had been going out with a few of my classmates..yup..haha...hmm..these few days..had been pretty busy for me..dunno why..haaaaa..and i had too many things to do...lol...ya these few days i been making new friends too..but i simply had to tell them..sorry i cant hang around with u guys..really..lol....anyway...good to know them..haha..

and..also these few days i been thinkin of tat special someone..i dunnnno why..but i wish to know too...haaaa...there are also time, i wanted to juz kill myself...like get knocked down by car or something..cos i juz felt out of place at time..haiz..dunno la..juz tryin to be myself at times..hee...i lov chloe!! haha..thanks for being there with me...heeee...ok gotta go now..ciao.. 12.01am

spiritually_yours at 11:30 PM