yeah..stars are blind...
i dunno why..i didnt like e person who sing e song..but i like e song..haha
sounds abit bimbotic i know..but cant help it la..i like it..cos it soothes my emotions..yeah..aint thinkin too much le..
i rather let fate decide.
maybe wadever decision it is now, i guess it will be better in future.
i rather be an independent person than to rely on others.
no one will pay for yr life,only u yrself earn it.
yup.i guess i should juz keep e memories in my heart and move on.
cos it aint going to take us anywhere.
stars are blind.
true.
stars cant see..
can u?
can u cherish wad u have?
a one-sided love?
forget it.no use.
its of no use cos its not significant to u.
i m out of this world...nv in yr life.
here r e lyric for "stars are blind"
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don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
'Cause I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all want to take me for a ride
But when I walk they talk of suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside and I'm satisfied
Oh, no, ohohoh...
[Chorus]
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love, baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby, I'm perfect for you
I could be you confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that's not what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
I and I alone
Oh, no, ohohoh...
[Chorus]
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love, baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby, I'm perfect for you
Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
It might be revealing
We could get physical
Oh, no...
No, no
[Chorus]
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love, baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
(Let's see what love can do)
Baby, I'm perfect for you
(Maybe I'm perfect for you)
You-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo
Maybe I'm perfect for you
Even though the gods are crazy...
Even though the stars are blind...
Even though the gods are crazy...
Even though the stars are blind...
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ciao..11.33pm
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It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
[Chorus #1:]
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled you made me feel
Like I could sing along.
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song
[Chorus #2:]
Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe
That I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
while I was falling
And I didn't mind
Because I liked the view
I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
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this is e song in my blog.."when there was me & you"..yup..high school musical song..it really give me a deep impact.thats why i put it.. 2.04am..k i had nothing to say.its over.night.
spiritually_yours at 2:03 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
i give him e book already. nothing to say.11.40pm.
spiritually_yours at 11:39 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
oh manz!! i screw up my coursework B..!!! ugh!!! cos whenever i tried to redo..my com hanged on me!! ugh!! forget it..give up!! think going to be nagged by ms kee..
:x
juz pray tat..ms kee dun kill me..pls pls pls!! ms kee..its not my fault..the computer hang on me..i didnt mean it.. pls pls pls!!!i beg u for forgiveness!!! ah..so lame..haha
anyway..i m quite happy today...lol...dunno somehow the air had been cleared in class..i m fine with anyone now..yup yup..very happy..including a gal..hope our friendship last.. =) i love 5/3..yes i really do!! ha..today weiting ask me if i was going for prom during maths..i only can tell her.."if u guys are going, i will go too" somehow the conversation got somehow misinterpretted..haha..a slight comotion between me,ivey and weiting started..haha.but in a funny way la..haha..cos wad i wan to say was..depends on 5/3,if they go then i will go..haha..yup..then today so funny...during ss..i felt cold cos the fan is juz directly under me so i put on my black st marg jacket..then later claire put on..then later on..sab put on..haha..so we become e three black maskeeters..(hope i spell correctly)..haa...
then at first shree wrote on e board "5/3 love shree"...then later..claire change it to "5/3 loves 5/3, (hope it make sense :s)"..haha..so lame...lol..
yup change my blog song..haa..like ma?haha..suit me wad..a dreamy person.haha..always dreaming..
oh ya..another good news is..i pass my SS!!SO HAPPY!!haha..got a B4 for e test..lol..shows that i stilll got hope..haha.i m not stupid..ppl dun give up on me yet!! haha...i m not hopeless!!dun worry, i will make u guys proud..haha..
and i have 2 bonus marks for my school records..means for JC..i think..but i doubt i will go there..lol..but good la..haha.oh ya i juz remembered how...oops i forgotten..haha..ok bye ppl i go sleep le..nightz.......11.41pm
spiritually_yours at 11:00 PM
hey..basically i m quite fine.
aint thinking much now. juz wanna be alone somehow.
many things had been going thru my head these few days.
and i had tried to fight back tears, but i know i juz couldnt.
for e past few days, i had been crying non-stop.
each time i thought of something, tears welled up in my eyes, threatening to break forth.
i tried to keep mum about wad i m feeling to others
but i juz didnt noe why m i feeling this way.
was it abt love?studies?family?friends?..
i dunno..juz having mixed feelings.
at times i tried to be sucidal.taking pills,alcohol. but it is to no avail.
i wanted to run away.run away from pain,from many sorrow and unhappiness moments.
y m i feeling sad?
wad have i missed out?
y is everyone so happy when i m feeling sad?
i cant wait...
i cant wait cos there is a side of me tat is wanting to come out
a side no one would expect i will become..
so much to say...i juz dunno how to put it..
too many..too little time.
enough to kill myself now.
and tat bloody annoy..would u juz stop it?
y r u making my life miserable?
u got no life is it?
juz stop thinkin so high-class abt yrself.?
if u dun like me,then shoo..u r juz plain childish.
aint joining in yr childish game.
if u didnt like wad i m doing here,juz get out can?
i m pouring out my feelings and aint asking for symathy from others.
AND LIKE..HELLO!! THIS IS A BLOG. i have e right to pour out my feelings right?
wads there for u to judge.?fuck off la.!
wadever it is, i will still remain as myself..so wad if u tell me all these?u think i will be affected?well, no way manz. ! u r so wrong..i dun play with petty people, mind u. ciao now. 2.23am
spiritually_yours at 2:06 AM
hey there...juz writing a post here...
wanna say sth...well.. got back my chinese o level result..get a miserably c6 and a pass in o level..i could not help but to cry...Reason is tat i didnt expect myself to get so low...expected higher..but wad can i do?now even my mother is scolding me..sayin i didnt try my best..but i did..y she cant understand?she doesnt know i m diff frm stacey..all i ever wan is a happy home...is not i didnt care abt the studies..i did ok?if not, y would i cry in school? i cry becuz i didnt get e expected result, i cry becuz i know tat parents might kill me with this kind of result and they did!! and i really dunno wad to do now....they cant trust me..do i have a choice to run away now?i dun have..i m stuck and trapped here....i wish life wasnt like tat....i wish i didnt retake my n level or o level...
so wad can i do now?i promised helicia i will go to the concert..but it looks like it cant happen..anymore..they grounded me like hell..i really wish i can go..i didnt wan zijing to be upset..tats why...i already know tat not many are going..i really wanna go...but they juz dun allow..cos of my result..y like tat?dun they know i m no longer e smarty samantha i used to be?i juz trying to be good..and trying another way to study.they juz didnt undersstand..
and becuz of my parents, i had been pretty sucidal lately..i drank alittle of martell with ice water,took some tablets...but it all didnt help..it didnt land me in hospital.. tears*....i know they meant well but wad can i do now??be happy?no way..i can no longer be happy again.. tears* till e day o level ends..or maybe i might juz wanna kill myself now..i got nothin to say le..shall end here.. tears* 10.57pm
spiritually_yours at 10:46 PM
hey guys..if u haven noticed..i had put in amv instead..of song..reason being..i love e song in e mv...yup..but i couldnt find it in iwebmusic.. :( so if u guys know anywhere i can get this song, do let me know k?this song is really nice...i didnt heard abt this song until someone in my life once played it in friendster....its really nice..and it describe my feeling now..yup..ok this is from blackmore's night..i think most of u guys nv heard of it..but its basically a dark band..yup..its very nice..
here are e lyric,the song title is "wish u were here"
Wish You Were Here
by Blackmore's Night
album: Beyond The Sunset (2004),
Shadow Of The Moon (1998)
Wish you were here
Me, oh, my country man
Wish you were here
I wish you were here
Don't you know, the snow is getting colder
And I miss you like hell
And I'm feeling blue
Wish you were here
Me, oh, my country man
I wish you were here
Don't you know the snow is getting colder
And I miss you like hell
And I'm feeling blue
I've got feelings for you
Do you still feel the same?
From the first time I laid my eyes on you
I felt joy of living
I saw heaven in your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
Wish you were here
Me, oh, my country man
Wish you were here
I wish you were here
Don't you know the snow is getting colder
And I miss you like hell
And I'm feeling blue
I miss your laugh, I miss your smile
I miss everything about you
Every second's like a minute
Every minute's like a day
When you're far away
The snow is getting colder, baby
And I wish you were here
A battlefield of love and fear
And I wish you were here
I've got feelings for you
From the first time I laid my eyes on you
Wish you were here
Me, oh, my country man
Wish you were here
I wish you were here
Don't you know the snow is getting colder
And I miss you like hell
And I'm feeling blue
Wish you were here
Wish you were here
Wish you were here
its very nice...so juz let me knoe if u guys can find e song and put in my blog k?thanks lots..muackzzzz!!1.24am
spiritually_yours at 1:23 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
hi juz wanna update my post..haha..
well went to national stadium with aud again..lol..as usual.it was packed..and i love e atmosphere there...haha...they are damned cool...lol...ppl around us were friendly too.yup...we did the kallang wave and all..and then me and aud and a gal started standin onto the bench when we are singing the other national songs..haha..so funny...but love it...after the whole thing..we were quite tired..i guess..oh...before tat..we went to take some neoprints..going to put up here..i love her lots!!! thanks aud...!! i m glad everything is ok..haha..ya actually was feeling a little down on national day...but i guess i m feeling better now..haa...thanks...
oh ya..i will upload my pic soon...lol....kk i go le...ciao.. 11.48pm
spiritually_yours at 11:37 PM
yoz...juz wanna say some stuffs...
anyway i have been given comments abt my english...
well, i will try and improve it..thanks..
and hope tat u.too pls look at e way u write in yr tag too..i m not trying to get back at u..but its like...u were calling the kettle black too..why do u mix hokkien with english??
anoy: pls, its clique, not click! ur
eng lan lk crap! ure clothes looked like rags! wad kinda fashion taste
u haf?!get wad i mean??? ha..my apology..if i did offend u..next time watch yr words.. ;) aint tryin to be mean here..juz telling ya..yup..
alright....oh i m going to put up some pic of the musical though...hmm..its was retarded...but i think it does give the audience some sense of humour..haha...
yup..i was sitting with my class right at e top of victoria's theatre...and the slope is so damned steep can??ugh!! but later on i had fun with cheryl,fad,vonn,ivey..thanks!! so cool..anyway e musical had already being put up..yup..will put my links soon...so u guys can go check it out..yup yup...take care...hee... 9.17pm
spiritually_yours at 9:06 PM
haha..was reading thru vic's blog, and a few others..so thought of juz write an entry..anyway tml is the school musical at victoria's theatre... it is called "clash of the elements"..ok its damned retarded..as juz heard from stacey..cos they actually forced all e sec 4&5 to go watch it..but its so lame... ha..the plot is about three tribes battling it out with one another..only to realise that they had to face a common enemy...which is an evil woman..will they be reunited?? haha..so lame right?? it sound so history.. =X ..anyway...they actually separated e sec 4s and 5s...sec 4s watch the show today..but sec 5s will be watching tml..and we had to be in gala clothes...dots..in e end i decided to wear the CNY clothes..haha.formal...
and actually my clicks had already drew up a plan tml..haha.shant say wad it is...its top secret... sshhh..ok i m pretty tired...
i yesterday had a premonition tat i go knocked down by a car..and in e end..ended up in hospital..in coma....dots...thats why today i took e overhead bridge in e morning and not e traffic light...
damned...i m damned tired!!!! ok gotta go..nightx!!! 11.07pm
spiritually_yours at 11:01 PM
