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  • Twentyone
    student
    pisces.
    smss.
    ITE Tampines IT1A
    ITE Tampines IT2T(Specialised in Networking)
    Nanyang Polytechnic- Engineering Informatics
    -abt me*
    outgoing.
    sentimental.
    rebellious
    admit tat i m a bitch at times
    Insane
    sotonglicious
    chilling at beach
    clubbin
    swimming
    dancing,my passion
    trying new things.
    take a look around you.
    there is everything that you wanted.
    there is everything that you've seen.
    and all that you've visualised.
    is the madness inside of me.
    you are to be blamed for all that I've been.
    all thats what inside of me.
    the world is going crazy
    my dreams are falling apart
    and i am slowly fading away but then i realized,
    i never had a dream to begin with..."


    Wishlists

  • Sony MP3. Thanks to serene and co!!

  • get my acne cured

  • a re-makeover of myself
  • new hairstyle,preferbly doing treatment
  • laptop cum webcam
  • gothic clothes
  • mini shorts
  • bikinis
  • my teeny winny yellow bikini from e one & only serene
  • new sling bag
  • gothic clothes
  • more comics!!! haha


  • My past

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    Sweethearts and Buddies

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    All about me

    *SAMMIE'S LiveJournal
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    Online shopping!!!

    *Melody's blogshop
    *Electronics.
    *Yati's online shop.
    *floral.
    *venza.
    *Eliza's shop
    *Qiuqi's contact lens shop
    *April's shop
    *

    My beloved besties~*

    *serene babelicious.
    *ben ben

    My sisters and family~*

    *germaine
    *stacey
    *sherlyn
    *Pammy

    A-team~*

    *VinVin
    *

    Godbrothers~*

    *BroRomi
    *victor teo.
    *ShootBird

    Closest friends~*

    *audrey
    *ivey
    *Fad Baby
    *Samtaro
    *Milo
    *~My Melody~*

    Hainan babies!~

    *Aspharr
    *Jelly(lol!!)
    *Jasmine

    IT2T pals~

    *April

    my beloved ite IT1A & school mates~

    *farhan
    *Emo twin
    *Nashy darling
    *Shiqin
    *Jeremy the teacher
    *Natasha
    *Saiyidah
    *hazimah
    *Yanrong
    *Da Jie-yenyen
    *

    EI0901~*

    *Jascelyn
    *Stephanie
    *Qianqian
    *Haakim
    *Edmond

    random blogs~

    *my gothic site
    *JoakimGomez!!
    *DO NOT CLICK ME!!!

    LEAD~*

    *Jimmy

    Lunar Asian-fusion Bar mates~*

    *L.U.N.A.R
    *Aileen
    *Cynthia
    *novia
    *Sabrina~
    *Jiexin

    Scarlet City~*

    *Joanna
    *Xinying
    *Siling

    *~Xmas booth working friends~*

    *Jasmine
    *Nicole
    *Stephen(bob the builder!!)

    =BWLSS friends=

    *Mingzhu
    *wenfang
    *rongfa
    *kaiern
    *Huiying
    *Wenfang & Co
    *xinyi
    *roxanne
    *victor(Lucify drummer cum friend)

    =BPSS friends=

    *aaron
    *eunice
    *mikki

    online pals

    *bobby
    *egan
    *melvin
    *emile(st pat)
    *eddie
    *

    St Marg's darling~

    *Charlotte(my chairman!!)
    *chloe
    *eliza
    *elizabeth
    *farhana
    *Faiz
    *linda
    *hashreen
    *HaZlYn
    *jeanette
    *Junying
    *Karmun
    *Louisa Mei
    *Peigen
    *pei hua
    *SaBrInA mEi
    *sookFung
    *shuwen
    *Sheila
    *XiuXiang
    *zaneta



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    Friday, August 11, 2006


    hey there...juz writing a post here...

    wanna say sth...well.. got back my chinese o level result..get a miserably c6 and a pass in o level..i could not help but to cry...Reason is tat i didnt expect myself to get so low...expected higher..but wad can i do?now even my mother is scolding me..sayin i didnt try my best..but i did..y she cant understand?she doesnt know i m diff frm stacey..all i ever wan is a happy home...is not i didnt care abt the studies..i did ok?if not, y would i cry in school? i cry becuz i didnt get e expected result, i cry becuz i know tat parents might kill me with this kind of result and they did!! and i really dunno wad to do now....they cant trust me..do i have a choice to run away now?i dun have..i m stuck and trapped here....i wish life wasnt like tat....i wish i didnt retake my n level or o level...

    so wad can i do now?i promised helicia i will go to the concert..but it looks like it cant happen..anymore..they grounded me like hell..i really wish i can go..i didnt wan zijing to be upset..tats why...i already know tat not many are going..i really wanna go...but they juz dun allow..cos of my result..y like tat?dun they know i m no longer e smarty samantha i used to be?i juz trying to be good..and trying another way to study.they juz didnt undersstand..

    and becuz of my parents, i had been pretty sucidal lately..i drank alittle of martell with ice water,took some tablets...but it all didnt help..it didnt land me in hospital.. tears*....i know they meant well but wad can i do now??be happy?no way..i can no longer be happy again.. tears* till e day o level ends..or maybe i might juz wanna kill myself now..i got nothin to say le..shall end here.. tears* 10.57pm

    spiritually_yours at 10:46 PM