hey..basically i m quite fine.
aint thinking much now. juz wanna be alone somehow.
many things had been going thru my head these few days.
and i had tried to fight back tears, but i know i juz couldnt.
for e past few days, i had been crying non-stop.
each time i thought of something, tears welled up in my eyes, threatening to break forth.
i tried to keep mum about wad i m feeling to others
but i juz didnt noe why m i feeling this way.
was it abt love?studies?family?friends?..
i dunno..juz having mixed feelings.
at times i tried to be sucidal.taking pills,alcohol. but it is to no avail.
i wanted to run away.run away from pain,from many sorrow and unhappiness moments.
y m i feeling sad?
wad have i missed out?
y is everyone so happy when i m feeling sad?
i cant wait...
i cant wait cos there is a side of me tat is wanting to come out
a side no one would expect i will become..
so much to say...i juz dunno how to put it..
too many..too little time.
enough to kill myself now.
and tat bloody annoy..would u juz stop it?
y r u making my life miserable?
u got no life is it?
juz stop thinkin so high-class abt yrself.?
if u dun like me,then shoo..u r juz plain childish.
aint joining in yr childish game.
if u didnt like wad i m doing here,juz get out can?
i m pouring out my feelings and aint asking for symathy from others.
AND LIKE..HELLO!! THIS IS A BLOG. i have e right to pour out my feelings right?
wads there for u to judge.?fuck off la.!
wadever it is, i will still remain as myself..so wad if u tell me all these?u think i will be affected?well, no way manz. ! u r so wrong..i dun play with petty people, mind u. ciao now. 2.23am
