hello everyone..today i had a good time..
but first i wanna say something..
juz now while i was watching the 9pm show, i felt very emo..reason becuz its almost e same situation tat happen to me a month back..
if u know e character, shanqi was wrongly blamed by both meiya and the mother..and they both did tried to make life miserable for her..so much so tat the dad didnt trust shanqi at all...Meiya did not admit her mistake when she stained shanqi's blouse..and even go all out to say tat..:"why would i wanna make yr life miserable?u already had ziyun..wad do u wan?.."...like wah lao..i cant stand it la..she's e one at blame when she say so much rubbish..i mean when comes to love, its fair game played..u cant force a person to be with u right?and then..u yrself were at blame..and yet u r saying so many thingssssss abt tat person...and u said it yrself, u wanna make life miserable for shanqi..and then later on becuz of wad meiya said to shanqi abt how slutty she can be..and like her mum who seduced the dad..shanqi of cos get angry and slap her la! it's the same thing lor..juz like shanqi, i didnt wanna make life miserable or wad..i juz wanna live as myself and leave u guys alone..i did ok! i even more happpier without u guys!..and if not for tat prelim paper..things wouldnt had been so bad..i juz wanna be normal friends with u guys.and..haiz wads e point of saying all these...?not many in my class also bother to trust me anymore..they rather trust them.afterall they are classmates for long wad..i already tried to stay connected with e class already, and yet some people in class are still doing this to me.i m also yr classmate ok?that time during the class photo, nobody even bother to ask me bring class tee,but i still bring,its in my bag..cos i only heard wad karmun said a day ago..haizzz..i know some people went round to remind people to bring..but they didnt even remind me..tears*.and i noe for sure,someone is innocent.only one person,tat is! shanqi is innocent so M i..like her, i maybe a little wild but i noe wad i m doing! i dun go around spreading rumours..did i do tat?NO! please! I ALSO DUN GO AROUND SNATCHING PEOPLE'S BOYFRIENDS!! i dun backstab.maybe i did, but all WAS IN E PAST..I KNOW MY MISTAKE NOW! I M SERIOUS!! all i ever want now, is to let my friends around me be happy! wadever conflicts tat my friend had with another friend, i dun step in..they are still my friends after all..i will only be their listening ear, but i will definitely not step into e conflict to make things worse.that is!
anyway,well,haiz..my dad sick le...haiz.how can i be so muddleheaded...i keep asking him for something.and didnt even have a good chance to talk to him..i really really regret it now..haizzzz...
alright..talk about some happy things...today i did my maths..cos i had tuition tml..lol..then i called kaiern ..ask her to help me solve some questions..hehe..then she converse me with wenfang..lol..then we chatted..thenn wenfang tell me:"hey y dun u meet us up then we go help u with yr maths"...lol.i was like..ok...they all are in poly le..and it so nice of them.. =) so we meet up...then we went bishan library...kaiern brought one of her friend,jesse..a guy la.then we found a space to study..so e four of us sat down, kaiern help me with one question then she went on to do her poly homework..also maths..but this time round is amaths..(oh manz!)haha..then wenfang sitting beside me..lol..she make the most noise..lol..she do maths also muz talk..haha..she help me with e easier questions..and then later all e chim questions pass to jesse..lol..he's damned good lor!..haha wenfang and kaiern keep saying they may have forgotten..but they will try..lol...then there's a question on vector..tats the first question i ask kaiern..haha..she was like:"oh i love vectors,come let me try!"..haha..then when she do, she got e wrong ans..lol..then later when wenfang and jesse explain to her, she explain to me..then i was like..:"i thought it will be -0 and not 0 when u wannna find AB?..she was like:"-0 also equal to 0 right?" ...then i was like:' oh ya hor!"haha..then she say:"u very cute !"...i was like dotsssssssssssss...haaaaaaaa
oh ya...then we met shihui again..everytime go out with them always met her de..haha..
lol..then wenfang keep saying she's hungry..and she say to me:"see samantha, becuz of u, we go in hunger to help u!"..lol.........then i was like:"ok ok my fault!"...haha...she keep on saying she wants the crispy chicken..throughout the whole session!! haha...so in e end, we go j8 to buy crispy chicken to eat before dinner..lol...then wenfang tell me:'if u dunno how to do again,call us out k?"..haha..i say :"okie"...lol so nice of them la.. =) they take their time off to teach me..haha...
wonder who they are?..lol..they ain no friends in st margs..they are from other school...i noe wenfang since sec1 le...then is through tuition i got to know her..then for e past years..i had been meeting up with her..and sometimes after school, i will also meet them up..then she slowly intro her classmates to me..haha...in e end, i know e whole class already wad..lol...some of them is my close pals now..like vincent,asbishek,zhengxia,bishal..hoechuan.rongfa..kaiern,xinyi,roxanne,mingzhu,huiying..lol..so many right?..haha..love them altogether..cos they being thru thick and thin with me..haha..i still remember..i went to meet them after their o level practical,last year..then we went to nearby their school,to eat lunch..i call them wad..they actually eat finish le..but they wait for me..lol so paiseh...they told me the minced meat mee pok is very nice so i ordered..well, u nv guess..victor, the lucify drummer...juz sitting opp me..also eat with us la..victor is their classmate..haa..he showing off his nokia phone to rongfa..lol...then a few days later, i met him in e bus...haha he recognise me..lol...
haha so much memories with them!! lol..went so many places with them.lol..and then i remember a time, i was the only st margs..so they jokingly..say i betray my school..loll cos i keep hanging out with them..lol. but of cos its a joke la..no offence here.. =X..haha think i write alot le...next time will update more..lol..
ciao!! 1.48am
