oh manz today had been a tiring day...
went to school...meet yvonne..then she wanna find Mrs Low..and helicia came down as well..then suddenly Mrs seet saw us..so bring us to chapel for english.. =(
ya sab did tell me..i guess i forgotten..haiz..

anyway aftertat went to J8 with helicia..walk around..then suddenly met ben and his friend..in 3 consecutive times..haha..then yvonne join us.haha..
actually suppose to study..but didnt..haiz..
i so regretted now........

i dunno..for now i m feeling very pressurised becuz of my sis..and its Os..i juz dunno..i lost e interest to study..tears*...i cant find e motivation tat i had last year...its not even there...where would i ever stand now?...at e edge of e building?...

haiz...i do hope it will come back soon.....its not easy but i will try..do support me too...haiz..

i juz couldnt care abt anything now..i juz wanna pass...pass my papers.
and juz get out of this stupid trap...i had no freedom..freedom is not even in my dictionary..i tried to escape..but its juz not there.. tears* who can help me? no one...but myself....haiz..

i really dunno wad to write already la..ciao...!11pm

spiritually_yours at 10:49 PM