hey everyoneeee....
how's everybody? yea O level had finally ended....haha..i dunnnnno wad to say..but sometimes i juz feel empty..it juz seem like o level haven end...ya
today,wad did i do?
hmm..firstly..i went night safari with cheryl and the rest yesterday..lol..had so much fun there!! haha..seeee all those animals..juz make me happpy!! haha..i dunno why..even though i didnt feel tat o level had ended..haha..!!
then tis morning brought my sister to bukit batok for some audition thing...turn out tat its not suitable for her..ugh!! waste my time.go grandma house eat...then i go and meet cheryl...cos she wanna buy some threads..then i was like telling her:"it seems like e whole world is working,except us." lol....then suddenly i receive a msg from amaryllis..saying tat i could work at her workplace..which is at suntec..lol..cool!! its full time..which means i wont be seeing my family often..haiz.. the pay not bad too..yea..
then i told my mum abt it..she juz said..juz be careful..i was like :"ok"..haha..then later went to eat dinner with wenfang..and told her abt it too..lol...she juz say..:'ok, when u finish the interview,let me know"haha..ya had to go thru interview but my friend say i should be able to get it..yup.. then later juz now i called serene..cos she wan me to call her..then we chatted and she so excited abt thurs night! haha...wow! then she wan me ton her house after prom..then i say ok lor..haha.she miss me wad! haha. then i gotta take another 21 tickets for michelle and aaron..wow..they bring so many friendsssss....haha.so michelle wan me to go la..i say i will be going wad..its "tertiary fling" yup..18+ and above then can..haha..
well, well...wad can i say?i been thinking abt tat one person for e longest time ever,i juz couldnt get him off my mind. i juz dunno..memory of tat day juz kept flashing back.wad do we both wan actually?i really dunno....i juz wish i could find e answer to it. really. every now and then i wanna find him..but i juz dun have e guts to do so...i juz wanna tell him my deepest feelings..it juz so hardd for me to say..i juz dunno..i juz hope one day i will pick up e guts and tell him..his eyess.so mesmerising....i juz miss u..i m sorry, i lied tat i didnt have feelings for u anymore...i juz dun wan u to be sad, i juz wan u to be happy..it doesnt matter whether we are together anot..as long as u r happy, i m happy too.. =) i juz wan u to be happy.remember tat.and for now,ashiteru.i m sorry!
gotttta go..ciaoz!2.21am
