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    Friday, December 29, 2006


    hey bloggie...haha
    wondering wad have i been doing e past three days?lol...
    first was the gift exchanging at my christmas booth...then i didnt really work la cos they give me so little booklets to give out..lol...then went dinner with siti and melody..haha..went kfc to eat....lol...then aftertat...i and melody head down to orchard for e countdown...ya sadly to say, i got my present from yvonne..haha.
    then later on, went countdown...at orchard..wah lao damned crowded sia...then went to kj house take cover..lol...cos only me and melody so quite dangerous...

    then next day dunnno whether got celebrate christmas with mum anot..somehow dun feel like i did..cos she seems to be busy with my sister's stuff...

    hmm..then tues..supposed to go out with melody and siti..but in e end couldnt..cos mel cant go...then wed.. i went out with suyu,nicole,jiehui,kokchye,wilson,stephen and david...went parklane to play pool..wah lao so funny la!! cos wilson keep on dropping e white ball..then jiehui and him like monkeys like tat..everytime make us laugh..haha...then we head down to pastamania at ps for dinner..then they went to watch movie le...i didnt go

    afterwhich..i went for work yesterday..wah..alicia and angela bully me lor..make me sit atthe standard chartered booth with a new malay guy..dotsssssssss damned wad la..but in e end we become friends la..haha.

    later going down to e booth to find them...lol..find siti,melody,kelly..lol..such a nice friend right??...haha..k la..tats all for now... ciao!! 11.51am

    spiritually_yours at 11:40 AM


    Tuesday, December 26, 2006


    i m sorry.. i had to do this way.. i juz dun wan u to be sad...

    it hurts...but it doesnt matter.forget me.if that makes u feel better..tears*
    i juz wan u to be happy...

    i really dunno wad to say now...alot of things had been going thru my head, i juz couldnt get it out of my head....our memories.

    the booth. its going to end soon and i m going to miss every single one of them.they had been there for me many times..the laughs..all those wrapping we do together...i m going to miss it..i hope we still keep in contact.the UNO games we played....and all e breaks we used to have together..promise me tat we all will be friends forever..the counting of stocks...lol...

    it going to be another year le...at least i pass thru my O level exams... =) i m contented...

    there had been many ups and downs in my life this year...i seen alot this year. i dunno if i m ready for next year anot...haiz...

    life had been good, but i know i had not been a good friend by hanging out with my other close friends...


    too much sad memories...i hope it will juz go away..steamboat postponed to next year... not ready to face u guys yet. sorry.

    juz give me times to sort my things out...leave me awhile.let me be.. i m contented. i wanna change.

    nothing to say. ciao. 1.38am

    spiritually_yours at 1:25 AM


    Sunday, December 24, 2006


    i juz dun understand e suddden change of u.i hope u can give me an explanation ba.
    thats all i wan from u...

    well, today i go to work...lol..so glad to see them again..today, me, jiehui and siti full shift...on e way to work, i was talkin to melody..haha...then she working pm shift with kelly and kj..lol..so when i first come, already so many people liao..so i faster help out lor..haha..quite fun la...haha

    then serene came today..wrap her present for aaron..lol...too bad i cant wrap for her cos i wrapping another present...my friend help me wrap for her..lol..

    oh ya..then me and siti keep making mistakes in e stock..so stressed lor!! haha..jiehui was like.."i wan to sleep already..."...mumbling to himself..lol...took a long time to finish counting everything ba..haha..but i had alot of laughs with them ba...haha..then after tat me and melody went to giodano..then they say $6 MINMUM 3 PIECES...they sell plain t-shirts la..haha..then we thought 6 bucks for 3 shirts..then we pick and take..lol..then who knows......the price is $32.60...wtf la...they say one shirt is $6..sheat la...waste our time...haha.so in e end, melody bought one black, i bought one white..hahaaha...later on, going to do alot of things..be going church with melody..then go work..then later head down to orchard...haha..yeah..jam packed..........



    well i had nothing to say le. all i had say already being said. u juz didnt wan me to be there. tats all i know..i will be fine.do take care..ciao!!! 1.23am...

    spiritually_yours at 12:47 AM


    Saturday, December 23, 2006


    i today going to work le...
    dun care how life going to take me as..
    my face may be swollen but i dun wan to give my working friends a burden....
    they are like my precious ones now...cos they always look out for one another..love them altogether..

    right now, i juz wish tat u wouldnt think too much..
    becuz i m ready to commit fully...and my thoughts had been cleared...
    give us a chance.this is wad u say to me last time...now is my turn to say to u...
    i really miss u...
    i juz hope tat..u wouldnt bottle things up...
    share it with me..i wanna face it with u baby..
    and i wanna be there for u...cos i love u so...have u forgotten wad u say to me?

    juz hope u dun think too much k?
    i had to go...hope u be able to see me soon...

    anyway i be working from 12nn to 10pm today...love ya all... =)

    bye take care... I KNOW HOW TO MAPLE LE!!haha!!!1.41AM

    spiritually_yours at 1:36 AM


    Thursday, December 21, 2006


    i m feeling cold..without u...
    i miss u..
    i hope u r fine, baby.
    i m worried for ya.
    baby, i wanna be there for ya.
    dun get me worried.
    juz like tis song, i dun wanna run away..
    no promises.
    juz u and me.


    i need u..dun leave....

    i go sleep le..juz received yr sms..lol..night..muackz..hope u like tis song..haha..

    ya this is my fav song..hehe

    spiritually_yours at 1:31 AM


    Wednesday, December 20, 2006


    hey bloggie...did u miss me?

    hahaha i think u all missed out alot...well hongkong trip was pretty fun...i finally know e whole town of hongkong!! lol...ocean park was fun..disneyland very smalll.......ya..pls dun waste yr money go there..but if u juz wanna see e characters then go ahead and buy..haha...hongkong was very cold....shenzhen also..and its always raining..haha..nto bad la..sort of enjoy my trip though...and then my hotel there right? there is a club..something like singapore MOS...i was like so tempting to go lor!!! cos i think hongkong club not bad...then got one time i had to wake up at 5.30am,..then i saw alot of people downstair from my window...looks all very young..and it seem like they juz came out from e club..haha..i wanna go!!! keep on hinting my dad..but he make no action..sianz.....

    then ok la...i went shenzhen tat time, i wear very light..shorts,white blouse and a spagetti top...and how i know its so cold there..we went to xiaorenguo..hmm see all e miniture significance of china..haha..cool lei!!

    oh ya...then come back..go back to work le...quite happy to see my collegues again..haha..miss them all!! well i got a bf le...and he's same bdae as me..i truly in love with him and tat i hope we will really last....not going to say his name.lol...

    hmmm..went to pluck my teeths today..i thought i will be wearing braces but turn out its not...juz pluck teeths..damned pain sia!! haha..but then rest quite alot le..haha..k la..i better go back to e conversation...nicole,me,kokchye,wilson,suyu,jasmine and stephen..haha..wait they say why i take so long to blog..lol..

    oh ya..i watch happy feet with suyu and nicole yesterday..lost our way sia...but then managed to find back..happy feet is nice..super cute!!i feel like hugging all e penguins..when i say this, my stead got jealous..lol..he jealous over penguins..my god!!haha...

    i hope melody can come my house tomorrow lei...i hope my bf come tml too..haha..i cant go out... gotta rest at home...cos got 8 days of mc!! ahhh!!! but i told binghan i be able to go back on sunday ba...haha...lol...well operation went well..come out coughing like mad..cos my throat super dry..then now pretty ok le...hehe...k la..i go le..ciao!!! 11.34pm!!

    spiritually_yours at 11:02 PM

    some crazy thoughts
    Sunday, December 10, 2006


    hey bloggie..ok my taggie ok le..haha..haiz...this may be e last post i be writing before i left singapore...ya
    but i m leaving in sorrow..haiz..dunno la..juz feeling sad ba...after all these years i wish to say something...

    i realise that i still like to bottle things up...i really didnt changed..this is one thing i noticed..and to make matter worse, people around me began to hate me, or even worried for me or get irritated by me..haiz...i juz couldnt speak up...there's far too many lies i told to my family.

    probably like wad my godbro once told me:"u had to be true to yrself..speak up and dun make blunder.this is e real U i wan to see"..i juz hope tat i will be like this..i know i will.i juz need faith.there's still alot of things for me to say..i juz dunno how to start.

    i juz wanna say tat i do cherish all my friends..but at times, i knew i m not a good pal...i m sorry..i m juz too emo..lol..this is me ba..i m still emo though...the thought of going hongkong juz creeps me.will i ever be happy there? will i even be happy when i come back? will suddenly someone juz came up and say the three magical words to me when i m back?.....lol.. .......i dunno..i really dunno

    all i know was, i m a dreamer.. i m always in my own fairytale..tats what most of my close friends said abt me..i nv thought of putting myself in reality...i always wan to think tat everything around me is beautiful..even when its beautiful, i myself thought tat it isnt as beautiful as i thought it would be.its complicating.

    at times, i do get angry..it juz tat i dun wish to show it...and then i bottled it up...its like a cap tat nv open...maybe......i m juz too naive.i cant be happy.

    everyone thought i had boyfriend..in fact, i do not have. cos i nv said.lol..its abit random la..haha.i m like other princess waiting for my knight in shining armour..will he ever arrived?

    i had a friend who used to tell me this:"sam, u know something, u look like those kind of girls who badly need someone to protect u.its like u were so naive..and yet u dun look like e strong type.." haha..maybe ba... maybe i juz hide my weakness in my strong attitude.. many a times, i tried to cry, but still there is no tears for it to flow down.i juz too strong ba..haha..maybe they were right, i need someone.but i didnt wan to be despo.i juz hope someone could juz open up my heart and teach me.this is all i wan.is it so hard to ask for?..i dunno..dunno wad to say already...

    i juz hope tat, my friends..pls remember to be happy even when i m gone..Just let u guys know tat every single one of u all will be missed by me.cos all of u brought me nothing, but beautiful memories.memories tat will be kept inside my heart forever.=)

    i juz wanna say a word of THANKS.to my closest friends who had been there though...serene(yr craziness..our secrets.for 6years now..haha!!),candice,helicia(my dancing partner!!).....

    ivey(my grandson..dun be emo like me lei..be happy more k??), alex(although i know u for such a short time, u had proved yrself to be a good friend.thanks...u r not tat bad.i seen worse..lol...smilez*)

    ben koh( u had always being there for me no matter rain or shine for more than 2 years now...when i badly need someone to hug, u are juz there...a shoulder to cry on..somehow, it began to feel like,it dosent matter we r together anot..cos its our friendship tat really pulls us together. still remember the time we quarrelled?and e time u hated me for being so irritating..lol... i truly,madly,love u as a friend and my godcousin..thanks for being so caring to me.this is really truly from my heart AND I KNOW...really la!! it will be in my head liao!haha!!)

    yvonne..thanks for being there for me..and i will always remember all e crazy things we did..haha...audrey..i love u my darling!! u r such a sweetie...haha..cheryl!! my volcano..always love u k?be crazy forever..haha..fad..my hot babe..i love u to e max...muackz* u always make me high!!..one more gal...bearbear..yeah new name..haha..i m going to miss all e chats we had in msn...haha...and u girl...be happy always k?smilee more..dun always think u r ugly..u r not..u r cute! hee..
    my godbro greg..be happy...no matter wad..pls smile...=) i still be there...

    my godbro, Syberian..cant help but to mention yr name again..haha..remember our crazy, stupid talks in msn...and all those crazy things we used to talk abt..lol...and my confider..and someone who know me very well..hmmmmm..our secrets.sshhh.dun tell..haha..


    noneetheless some of my working partners..it had been a fun time,working with u guys..i seem nothing more than a true friendship in each of yr hearts! haha..although know u guys for such a short time, i noe we will be e best of friends forever..especially to amaryllis, kelly,melody,suyu,nicole,jasmine,stephen..thanksss!! haha...enough of thanks le..i sleepy liao.... i m leaving singapore on monday..aint going to say when i will be back..heee..have fun peeps!! hope to see u guys soon..i m really going to miss u guys!!!..2.48am

    spiritually_yours at 1:59 AM


    Friday, December 08, 2006


    hey bloggie..haha i change my blogskin and song le..lol suddenly in christmas mood la.haha.so change lor...
    anyway i wont be going online soon le..
    cos going to get new com...
    then also alot of things ba...
    i be going hongkong soon..thought parents can let me stay awhile in hongkong to see my friend..but they dun allow....haizzzzz!! so juz be going for 5days...
    ya..then come back...miss my friend lei!!!!!!!!!

    hope u all like my blog..and i wan u guys to be happy k?christmas coming le..be happy...and pls come suntec..cos they got alot of things on..ya and muz come and visit me!! toys R us outside...doing gift wrapping and redemption..and please buy our christmas pouches...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...haha......


    love u all....ciao..anyway going to cut my fringe soon...hee..

    k la i gotta go le..going to dismantle all e computer parts le..take my new bloggie as a christmas gift ba..muz come and visit wor!! haa.. see ya nex time...going hongkong from11-15 dec

    spiritually_yours at 12:20 AM


    Thursday, December 07, 2006


    jasmine and me
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    my working place near..toys R us..now u believe?haha
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    nicole and me
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    nicole and me
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    nicole and me
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    thomas and friend!! very noisy...wan!!"good morning children..then they go 'woo!woo!woo'" ya thats how it sounds everytime!!
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    Sarinah,jasmine and me
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    ice-skating show..
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    took some pictures at work..cant believe i still can be so awake..lol..like wad nicole and stephen say..i m power! lol..but then today i woke up at 2pm wad..lol..too tired liao.cos i stay at serene's house after MOS also cannot sleep...haha...anyway..i m going to get new computer soon..yup..today no work..haha..i m better..ya hope u like my blog song cos i was going thru my friends blog..then saw one of my friend's blog very nice song..thenn thought of putting one song tat is very nice too..i used to put this song before..but then it seems like i really like this song alot so i put it in here lor..its very soulful..well, the song doesnt mean anything to me now..juz tat its very nice to lissten to..haha..hope u all like it too..i really like my life now..it juz tat i guess i neeeed time to get over some stuffs..yup...went home with nicole after work...
    hmm hope i can go out on sat though..haiz without serene and helicia..nvm la..hopefully my working friends will be there ba..yea..kelly,binghan and kunjun.lol..

    suyu i miss u!!!!!!! haha..nicole i miss u!!!! haha...jasmine i miss u!!
    and i dun miss jiajun!! haha...

    spiritually_yours at 6:40 PM


    Wednesday, December 06, 2006


    hey bloggie..
    how's everything..i think my blog something wrong..hmm

    anyway..alot of things happen ba...i went to MOS yesterday..ya..juz tat.i dunno why my head is filled with crazy thoughts which i cant explain..i juz dunno why m i easily hurt...i tried to shoo this feeling off by drinkin.its stupid i noe...but i juz really dunno wad to do already.i juz wanna apologise to some of my friends who actually went to find me yesterday night..i m sorry k? for upsetting u.....this time round, i m really drunk.....i had nv gotten drunk in my life...but this is e first time i m really drunk...i juz hope i didnt do anything tat really not meant supposed to be....but of cos i do remember vividly some of the things last night..... ya.....

    i only got 1 hour of sleep when i got home..couldnt get to bed in serene's house..then came back..heavy feelings built up again..today i work full shift..yea..my first time..haha.friday also i think..but without BOB.work full shift alone manz!.haha.today went to dinner with bob the builder cos there is far too many people at the counter..so might as well go dinner with him..well to say..i m pretty tired..but i still managed my job well..help corianne to wrap two presentss..lol..to think i still got energy to blog now......haha...ya then one guy ask for corianne's number..lol...she also a new girl..but she very nice..haha..she rushy la..haha..

    then i went back with nicole...we took alot of picturesss..haaha...shall see next time k?...ciao..nightzz!!12.10am

    spiritually_yours at 11:32 PM


    Tuesday, December 05, 2006


    hey bloggie.how ya doing?

    well, i m still feeling down...cos still there is some problems..haiz..but then wad to do..i juz had to accept it ba...doom then doom lor......
    i juz noe tat this will be e last time i will be selling tickets since some of my friends are not trustable..

    cos i m suffering from the consequences...and if u noe me well, i dun like to force people to buy if they dun wan...but it juz a matter of time..ya..i dunno wad to say anymore la..

    today, i m glad i m back to work..met a new friend.and we hit it off well..haha...her name is alicia..lol..chee..haha..she's very nice la..suyu also..lol...today work with bob the builder lor..then thurs full time with bob the builder too..haha..so suay.so tml musnt club late...lol..but he's nice too..haha..well today i do alot of gift wrapping..hmm..wad did i wrap..i wrap..construction sets for kids..a handbag..help suyu wrap an electric organ..and i cant remember le...then bob e builder say we girls can wrap well..lol..he's lazy type..haha..i think mostly guys will ask us to wrap for them..lol..they lazy ma..haha..well i learn la..then i eat alot today..so happy..kaly they all buy dinnner back for me..then me and alicia went opposite to buy some food too..lol..

    then later..i went to meet my friend..a girl.. we had some serious talk..and i bought my alcohol to share with her..haha..we went clarke quay there..ya..then walk to see MOS open anot..lol bo liao lor..hhaa..miss her manzzz..so long never see her already...ya..both of us have problems ba..then juz talk lor..haiz..

    ya..then when i got in 162 bus..there's this two malay guys kept looking at my direction..mad people..haha..then i think they wanna ask me for my number..but they didnt lor..then too bad..cos i can tell wad..my sixth sense is always very accurate...lol..i think i got abit giddy in e bus cos of e bus ride and alcohol ba..its so long la...ya la..wat to do..at cityhall that area wad..lol...

    tml no work...poor bob..haha.k la dun disturb u liao already...lol..i going clubbing with helicia..ya and hope to sell off e tickets lor.....tats all i can say ba...night ciao..

    i not watching movie with tat someone special already..cos i had to wait until JAN..boring!! i wanna watch it soon..lol..now i have to choose..i think in e end i will go watch movie with suyu..lol...see ba..ha...nighttttttzzzzzzz.2.10am

    spiritually_yours at 1:50 AM


    Saturday, December 02, 2006


    each time the deddline for selling the tickets comes near, i really got scared.
    maybe i m juz not cut out to be a ticket seller.....haizzzzzzz
    maybe..i m juz too easy going..and i will nv say no..
    when that happens, things start to pressurise me...i couldnt get up deep inside me..
    when i dun wan to show to people, i juz pretend i be ok..but actually i m not..

    there are times, i juz feel like having someone beside me and let me break down and cry on their shoulder..but simply, at times, i was too afraid to do so..i didnt wan ppl to think i m a despo...i m not..u may say i m weak, but still i m a human
    ..humans have feelings too...

    wad can i say now?all i noe was,i m tired of my parents treating me like a 15years old child..i m not..i m already 18..i know they care.i juz couldnt say it..i m tired of hearing people saying:"i dun think i m going for e party"....it means i failed.i hate failures..tears* everytime i go clubbing, i really enjoy it.cos i met people who treat me juz e way i m....and at times when i club, it really put all my worries away...
    somehow clubbing let me see another side of people..there were e fun people whom u can really juz had fun..there were also people who will really treat u like friends outside..and they will protect and look out for u...i guess most of my friends belong to both of each..
    but it juz tat i really felt so tied up here....tears*
    then when people dun like e way i m now,i got stressed...
    THEN WAD U GUYS WAN ME TO BECOME?
    have u all ever thought abt my feelings in e first place?

    i remembered a night where i kept crying for e longest time ever.yet no one was there..i was all alone..i nearly committed sucide..i didnt do it....cos i m afraid of blasting questions tat i will be hearing from my parents later on.i rather them not question me....so i juz had to tolerate with the pain alone.hate it this way.but wad can i do? i cant do anything....

    some people thinks i will be there for them always.i know i will but there will be some who became too demanding.guess i was juz too easy going...

    some people think tat people who go clubbing are despos..like wad the fuck la..it juz the wrong prospective of it..there will be some people who juz go there to mingle with their friends...and enjoy the atmosphere..yup and thats me and my friends! so stop taking that wrong perspective of it.!

    i really feel like drinking my alcohol now.its in e fridge.......i guesss... haiz i dunno la..i m juz feeling alittle down..so many problems in my head now... my sister kept using the house phone..i need to call my friend..urgent!!!ugh then when my phone bill come, parents blame me for overspending it..u all are e ones who dun wan to let me use the house phone wan ok?ugh...tears*

    tears really starting to build up in my eyes now..shall end here in sorrow..11.35pm

    spiritually_yours at 11:01 PM



    i m pretty tired already but i juz do a quick one......

    anyway, today i went to my camp again..its more fun la..cos we get to learn abt early childhood..then got puppet show for us to watch..haaaaa..so funny...then got chinese studies...zzzzzzzzzzzzzz i wanna sleep le..then we also went to learn abt chemical tech...boring!! so organic....ya...

    then later we also go to film,media and sound..mass comm la..haha.very cool la..got to do broadcasting,acting,dj-ing..bla bla..anything to do with the media..lol...i mean i like this course but i doubt it will suit me..then we also learn abt nursing..haha ...i like e course lei..but mama dun allow me to have.. =( so sad..she thinks it is becuz of shiftssss.... and hospital full of viruses and diseases..dotsssssss... i dun care ! i still will take it if i wan to...its my wish..and i dun mind sacrificing for someone who is my patient....they are afterall yr patients and someone who needs more care than u...yeahhh!!


    haha see my result la...anyway we had jamming today.something like outdoor clubbing...in ngee ann poly too.. but then somehow some assholes bloody keep on pushing my clicks...like wad the fuck la!! they were like so high and everything then they think they can anyhow push!! then sheeren is like sort of trapped in them..i tried to pull her away..second thing u know..sheereen got stucked in tat stupid assholes team again..cos they were actually throwing someone high up in e air..and they were like so close to my clicks and i...so i tried to held on to sheereen again...but we both ended up felling down..the guy got thrown up also fell..like wad e fuck la!! and then worst part was..half of e front people were actually sittting down when bands were jamming..like wad e..come on la..so anti sia...then somehow..e mood just isnt there..cos my clicks were quite not ok ba..so we went to find zijing they all...i was ok actually..i still can go back and dance..but then nobody wanna dance anymore so i stop lor..juz dun wan see tat assholes team again...stupid la..push push push.!! ugh!! ask people to come and crash e party..nobody will support me wad..i feel so anti..... =(

    bleahx!!!!!! dun talk liao..tired alreadyyyyyyyyyy...........nightzzzzzz!!1.12am

    spiritually_yours at 12:51 AM