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    Friday, March 30, 2007


    oh manz...rain..arrrrrrrr..so cheeky face..when he dance this song,"freeway"...

    u all should take a look,dance moves pretty fine..ya..and alot of cheeky faces!! haha..juz like someone i know..*cough* u know who...lol

    oh manz..i m dreaming of someone who can dance those moves..h.ahahahaha..actually i got to know this video thru helicia..ya..when i first saw it, i already down on e floor..so charming..bei mi zu le!!! arrrrrrrrrrrrr!! haha...lol..k i m still hungry...better go eat some more rice..lol..

    here is e link to e video...
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8If01orGi0

    spiritually_yours at 7:05 PM


    Thursday, March 29, 2007


    ah...haha..so nice..yesterday me and vic baby went to chomp chomp there to eat.lol..serangoon garden there..haha he very wad la ..everytime like to surprise me..lol..wait for me at amk there...then purposely call me when he already saw me..ahhhhhh..so cheeky..!!! lol.then we ordered sugarcane drink, oyster omelete,prawn mee and hokkien mee..yum yum delicious!!.then before tat i went for facial lor..haha.sianz....aftertat baby and i went to walk around at serangoon garden..then he send me home...awwwwww.. i m missing him already!!!lol
    today i went with grandma and mum to eat at lau pa sat..ya..pretty alright la...then play com until now..gotta prepare for school le!!
    anyway had lots of fun at cheryl's chalet..here are e pictures!! do take a look!!

    vic behind..haha
    4 pretty babes




    my baby and me so dark!!

    haha...ivey,roy,goddaddy and helicia..3 playing majong
    shuai qi ba?







    honey lil fad
    farhan and fadhilah
    ivey and i..so blur sia












    diao..whoese leg sia?lol
    wooo...we reading comics..ssh!!
    sleepyheads!!
    LAVA BABES!!!
    potianak!
    yvonne addicted to tv!!and dun wan to bathe!!!

    honey and me...

    cheryl and i..haha wet huh?haha
    cheeky lil us!! haha





    spiritually_yours at 5:18 PM


    Thursday, March 22, 2007


    today as i was looking for my english books, i became a lil emo..lol..i think becuz i was rummaging thru my cupboard then i sort of took out all my books..it began to remind me of all my old times..my secondary times. all e crazy notes i used to have, all the tests and exams tat i used to flunk most of it...and f&n..my least fav theory book..ya..and i realise tat..all those things i kept and wrote.. it had became memories now. memories of either i will throw or keep it in my heart forever.i really really cant bear to throw most of it. i realise how much care tat my teachers had put on us girls. and yet,sometimes we juz didnt know how to appreciate it..i really wonder..will my ite teachers be like tat too?....are they as caring as the ones in st margs.. everytime i say my sec school, its like a sudden,all those performances, the days i cried in school, the friends i made, the works,the homeworks, the projects, the hideous f&n courseworks juz came back to me suddenly..

    i still remembered a time when my dance club were performing a hip hop item..but it was so messy, cos the music was soft..and there were too many people dancing to this item..and we can actually see e look on our principal's face...it was as black as a charcoal..lol...then following which, the dance club i been had got better, and improved, the most memorable was the SYF dance i was in..It was a fast tribal dance...and we took about 3 months to rehearse tat item over and over again..within tat 6 months, we had a total of 3 diff dance instructors to help us...

    well it was because, we had a story for our dance, basically, its about a celebration of a goddness's birthday..this goddness had daughters, and the daughters are celebrating to their mom by dancing the traditional tribal dance. we had e drums, the flags,the loud "har!" and some stomping. the whole thing was fast comtemporary movements, and i really like some parts and then in e end,during SYF...we all were like praying and huggiing each other for moral supports.and really true enough we received a gold medal for this item..it was great joy cos its the first time, my dance club get a gold medal in syf..and now, the principal is smiling..haha..
    so much so much memories, yet i had to move on...haiz..oh well!! haha!!


    oh manz..i m missing my baby so much!! but he's in his camp!!! =(

    although we juz chat not long on e phone, i m already missing him..!!

    i think most nights tat i cant sleep is becuz of my baby ba.lol..ya think so!!

    u r e one tat make my heart softens,yr cutie lil voice juz blew me off.

    u r so irresistable my darling victor!!

    l love u as though i had nv love anyone before.seriously, is from my heart..i really love u!

    probably is the many nights of talks we had. and e many times we spend togther darling...
    u r juz so incomparable..oh manz.haha.!

    better dun say so much..lol...k la i go sleep le..nightz!!

    spiritually_yours at 1:21 AM


    Wednesday, March 21, 2007


    hello bloggy...

    haha yesterday i went to tuas for some interview then aftertat go with yvonne to republic poly...then afterwhich we all headed down to cheryl's house...roy,princeton and goddaddy also went...they were like so late la..say will come at 1plus..in e end i come earlier...haha..lol

    then me,cheryl yvonne eat the same food..tomyam banmian..haha then we had chocolate sundae together..waaaaaah..haha...had so much fun la...cheryl juz shift house..lol...woooo...i was telling roy..:"u nv stay in malaysia liao ar?since when u come back sia?" he juz smiled..piece of shit..!!! lol...oh ya..i went to visit sab before meeting yvonne...ya..then later princeton and e rest send me to yew tee mrt to meet my baby...


    lol..went with him to amk to pei him eat..then he realised my forehead feeling alittle warm than usual..hmm.nobody noticed..and he realised..lol..sweet!!!kisses~..i think i was pretty feverish yesterday...haha now feeling better le..lol..cheryl be coming my house!! yeah!! hahahahaa!!!


    k la..i better go and wait for cheryl's arrival and go iron clothes...lol...ciao~~~!!!

    spiritually_yours at 4:36 AM


    Friday, March 16, 2007


    “We went on a few more dates. Unknowingly, we started holding hands. And as we continued dating, our love for each other grew so much tat a day apart was intolerable. "

    "Whenever I woke up, I would wonder wat he was doing. Whenever I walked to work, I would wonder if he was doing the same thing. If there were handphones during my time, I would have called him every single minute"


    this is an abstract story tat both me and my darling vic from the net and somehow he spotted these lines,saying its so true in our relationship.yeah.so so true!! hahaha
    yeah can play audition le..love u darling!! haha!!

    so true manz..i still nv forget the movie date.lol..kk la..go le..ciao!!

    spiritually_yours at 7:13 PM



    audition patch so long........

    zzzzzzzzzzzz i wanna sleep already!!!zzZzZzzzzzzZzzZzZzZzZzZ


    HEY COOL!! HAHA
    anyway...pls dun mind me. lol i guess yesterday i was too frustated to people who didnt trust the way i do things tats why i write like tat..lol..sorry sorry!!

    ya..hmm credits..haha credits goes to my closed pals like ivey,aud,cheryl,fad,serene...and many more...yup...these people play an important role in my life and they had shown me endless support to whatever i do in my life ba. And nonetheless, i muz thank victor for standing by me throughout..giving me advices and all..i really really appreciate it..thanks my sweet lil yang guo. muackx!! hee...


    audition so long....cannot stand it..i feel like stamping tat software into million pieces..ugh!!!!!
    but yeah..anyway people ..pls dun worry abt me..i m alright... =) ya as happy as can be. lalalalala....hahaha...life still had to move on..i still eat and eat. wanna go swimming lei...where are my babes???hahaha

    oh ya one more thing,serene lee yesterday hor..
    she damned bo liao...happily msg me at 2.02am saying this msg:" what u doing now?I m serene, using my mother's hp to msg u.hahas"
    by that time, i already in my dreamland already...then i msg her juz now :"boliao, i already sleep liao tat time.haha"zzzzzzzzzz
    and she didnt reply..as usual...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

    and yesterday i happily mistaken my team mate serene as SERENE lee..haha sms la..wah lao..haha..in e end my team mate serene was like:"u nv reply me =(" then i realise its her..zzzzzzzz before tat i called serene lee and ask her where is she..she ask me back e same qns..dots...lol...how nice to talk to her sia..haha

    k la better go check out my audition patch.zzzz

    spiritually_yours at 7:04 PM



    1. 4 names in your phone list receivedcall?
    ++ no num, ivey,victor darling,teckjin(muz be serene la!)

    2. your main ringtone?
    ++ hips dun lie,

    3. what u did at 12 last night?
    ++ was reading book

    4. who was the last person u went outwith? where?
    ++ ivey and vic.HQ

    5. the color of the t-shirt you'rewearing now?
    ++ red and white.its nighties

    6. the last thing u did?
    ++ juz yawn*

    7. 3 of your everyday favorite items?
    ++ my hp; my book.and wallet

    8. the color of your bedroom?
    ++ white

    9. how much money in your wallet now?
    ++ not telling ;P

    10. how's life?
    ++ alright

    11. your favorite city?
    ++ singapore..

    12. what will you do next weekend?
    ++ going out with vic,ivey,cheryl

    13. when the last time u meet your mom?
    ++ yesterday

    14. where is she now...?
    ++ in the room sleeping

    15. when did the last time you talkedto her?
    ++ juz now

    16. who is the last person that textedyou?
    ++ victor

    17. where did u have your dinner lastnight?
    ++ home

    18. the last gift u've got?
    ++ my ai sin zao chang from vic..hee

    19. last thing u borrowed from yourfriend?
    ++ nv borrow anything

    23. what do you feel now?
    ++ abit not feeling well,feel like puking but cant. i will be fine. =)

    28. what do you order at McD?
    ++ didnt order anything

    29. the last time u feel so sad?
    ++ juz now ba..but now feeling better

    30. what is your wish for tomorrow?
    ++ hope things goes well tml

    31. lastly, the last thing(s) youbought in the last 24 hour and wherefrom?
    ++ coffee bean..hee



    i guess and i hope everything will turn out better after all e advice tat vic give me.i really appreciate it..thanks darling~~!! i will be fine

    today's meeting, don ask me and david a question, like what m i going to do?what i wan to do ?and why ?
    it really got me thinking for awhile. i do wanna start up business and know my forte. the things tat i m good at..or should i say, the skills tat i m good at, and how m i going to go abt it.
    i mean, i really do have e passion to start a business dealing, m i really ready for it? my ans is YES. i knw the risks tat going to cause me,but i m juz going to go for it and be passionate and ready abt it.
    i m a cool-headed person, i wont juz do things tat i know i cant be good at. i know my limits.
    it juz a matter of time people slowly will realise it. So what if i m a slow learner, it juz doesnt stop me from doing things tat i wan to do. many people thought i m soft-hearted..but i m not. take e choice tat i made for poly as an example.
    my cousins and some of my close family friends think tat i should go into nursing cos i suited in tat area, but in fact, they do not know me well. After much thinking, i disagree with wad they say, cos nursing is not my line.I mean i dun mind going tat, but i wont feel its me in it. I m more to the IT side.learning abt IT..and also game designing.tats what i m. many people dun believe i actually take game design as my interest. Come on manz, so wad if i didnt play much games, it juz doesnt stop my passion. I m a researcher. I do research on the things tat i like, it juz tat probably they didnt see it. and many a times, they were surprised by wad i say. Sometimes they will say things like, "U?u wanna do IT course?come on manz, i dun believe." "i see u r more to nursing manz"
    the words they said really stabbed me hard in my heart but this hurt make me even stronger.Make me wanna prove them wrong.

    I do have some interest in e business world too, i noe tat once i really settled in e business world,there will be lots of objection from some of my close ones. But so what, this is my passion too, this is part of my learning experience in life. U juz gonna live with it manz. Its my desire too.
    No one can stop what i wanna do. maybe right now, i still have a little control from parents ,but i do know wad i really wan. I juz hope one day, they be able to support my passion for it.

    so what if i didnt have much knowledge in the business world, i still can go read up on business books to know more abt it and all, its not like no one is helping me. I know don told me this, "u juz had to ask questions, and u will learn, dun ask,no learning of things". i believe its true.
    i m actually glad tat i have people who stand by me till now.and they were my closed ones.thanks.!!

    haha.sianz dunno why today throw all my words here..lol..sorry ar..no offence..but whatever i say.its true la.i juz feel tat no one out there can stop u from what u wanna do in life.its juz whether u r doing e right thing.and be passionate in wad u wanna do. ya. sorry if i do offence people..lol..=x..probably i juz wanna say out my feelings ba. hee...also maybe becuz in my life, many people doesnt like e way i do things, but this is e inner side of me tat i really wanna show out.i know actions speak louder than words, and i will prove people wrong la. this is me.the real me. I know what i wan, and its not like i dunno myself.
    one thing for sure and for victor to know is, I seriously love u and will be committed into this relationship with u, it wont be like last time.yup..Love u lots, thanks for standing by me all e time~~!! hee!!*blush* sorry la..but i do blush at times..lol..


    k la better go sleep le..night...!!!

    spiritually_yours at 4:07 PM


    Monday, March 12, 2007


    vic with his sunglasses.hmmmm

    modern yang guo~ !! haha
    me drinking..had a hard time, keepin this look..lol..



    yeah..here are e pic above..haha



    lol...

    hello aud!! haha..see i blog..

    sorry blog so late...

    anyway things was pretty good..talking to aud darling in msn..haha


    before that i was at my granduncle house..in jurong east..haha..good la..eat alot..but still eat again when i come back..eating instant noodle now..haha


    then actually..2 days ago..i was with baby..went to watch "i'm a cyborg but thats ok"..hmm not bad la..very dreamy ..before that , we took some pictures at ps.haha.. we thought bugis got tat movie but unfortunately there's isnt..so we walk to beach road there..but nah..then we go suntec..also dun have..so we took a bus down to PS to watch.haha..then very funny..abt 15 min before movie start, we went to an IT shop..sort of playin with the com there.haha..play until nearly lost track of time..hee..


    then after e movie, went down to bugis..have dinner..haha.had laksa..then aftertat we went to buy some desert at the desert shop.lol...damned nice la..dessert!!hmmmm..yum yum..muz go there often..lol..ok tats abt it..going to eat my noodle soon..hee.!!!


    i miss my baby!! zzzz but u in camp =( hope can see u soon!! miss u lots..*hugs~n~kisses **hugs*

    spiritually_yours at 12:26 AM


    Saturday, March 10, 2007


    hello people..haha.. yesterday i didnt go for meeting la..very tired..then eye pain..so went out with my sweetie..haha..went his house first..so sweet of him to make breakfast for me.. =) thanks dearie.!!! hee..then also he help me with my cv and ite thing..lol..thanks thanks!!

    then was chatting with ivey and cheryl la..ya..then aftertat talk to dearie. Hmm..somehow, i think i really should be more sensitive ba. i really will de, have faith and trust k,dearie?ya i know i will..i hope u know it too...hee...ya..below are some of e pic we took yesterday.



    the food he made.

    in mrt.tired us.ha.

    spiritually_yours at 7:48 AM


    Tuesday, March 06, 2007


    haha here are some of the pictures!!
    at the airport sending aud's off..


    taken at the airport sending audrey off
    baby vic and me wor.ah..dun like my face.!! haha.

    aud and me!!







    in mrt on the way to meet roy at bishan....





    victor!! hee..an emo side of him wor..haha






    taken on 1st march at bishan!! audrey!!!my hair quite wet la..lol







    yeah hope u all like the pictures i put up..haha.
    on 28th feb, i had officially broken up with zhiwei. There had been many reasons for me to do tat. i juz felt he juz aint the one for me,cos i m juz his needs. we are also living in two different world.thats all i can say.yup

    anyway..on 28th feb also marks the day i quit my job, and victor surprised me by not replying my sms and come to my shop!! i was damned shocked!! haha!!!he came down with his mum and family to celebrate his birthday.awww..haha
    then on 1st march, it was victor's birthday..haha..first, i went to meet aud..lol..went to take neoprints before she leaves and all..lol..then after that i went to meet victor at city hall..lol.had dinner at kunishibo, then went down to esplanade to blow his cakes..hehe.ya..it was nice.

    on 3rd march, it was the day of aud's departure.so before i went there, i went for an interview at sandwich shop..zzz no choice mom force me..haha!! wahhh alot of people sia!! i met sheena and her bf..lol..she also went down for the interview.lol..then later on went to meet victor for breakfast..and stay awhile at his place, then after that me and victor went to meet roy..to talk at bishan..lol...haha!! soon later, i went down to cousin's house..for dinner..afterwhich met up with victor again to go to the airport fetch audrey and victor keep talkin to aud's mom..hmm...
    then he send me home.yup yup!!hee

    on 4th march,didnt thought of meeting vic cos i had to go to granduncle house and he got his COG..,but then in e end we still met up for dinner..lol..very funny..haha.i thought his COG ends around at 7plus..but who knows.it ended earlier, so by the time he call, i already at orchard..then we went down yishun instead to eat dinner. Victor is like :"u scared me u know,when u told me u at orchard"..sorry darling.let u worried..hee...

    ahhh..juz did finish my CV not long..hope it was good..now i juz need a printer to print out..to be shown on thurs..bleahx!! haa..k la..i better go sleep..wait someone wanna spank me already..lol..nightzzz!!





    spiritually_yours at 1:35 AM