today as i was looking for my english books, i became a lil emo..lol..i think becuz i was rummaging thru my cupboard then i sort of took out all my books..it began to remind me of all my old times..my secondary times. all e crazy notes i used to have, all the tests and exams tat i used to flunk most of it...and f&n..my least fav theory book..ya..and i realise tat..all those things i kept and wrote.. it had became memories now. memories of either i will throw or keep it in my heart forever.i really really cant bear to throw most of it. i realise how much care tat my teachers had put on us girls. and yet,sometimes we juz didnt know how to appreciate it..i really wonder..will my ite teachers be like tat too?....are they as caring as the ones in st margs.. everytime i say my sec school, its like a sudden,all those performances, the days i cried in school, the friends i made, the works,the homeworks, the projects, the hideous f&n courseworks juz came back to me suddenly..
i still remembered a time when my dance club were performing a hip hop item..but it was so messy, cos the music was soft..and there were too many people dancing to this item..and we can actually see e look on our principal's face...it was as black as a charcoal..lol...then following which, the dance club i been had got better, and improved, the most memorable was the SYF dance i was in..It was a fast tribal dance...and we took about 3 months to rehearse tat item over and over again..within tat 6 months, we had a total of 3 diff dance instructors to help us...
well it was because, we had a story for our dance, basically, its about a celebration of a goddness's birthday..this goddness had daughters, and the daughters are celebrating to their mom by dancing the traditional tribal dance. we had e drums, the flags,the loud "har!" and some stomping. the whole thing was fast comtemporary movements, and i really like some parts and then in e end,during SYF...we all were like praying and huggiing each other for moral supports.and really true enough we received a gold medal for this item..it was great joy cos its the first time, my dance club get a gold medal in syf..and now, the principal is smiling..haha..
so much so much memories, yet i had to move on...haiz..oh well!! haha!!
oh manz..i m missing my baby so much!! but he's in his camp!!! =(
although we juz chat not long on e phone, i m already missing him..!!
i think most nights tat i cant sleep is becuz of my baby ba.lol..ya think so!!
u r e one tat make my heart softens,yr cutie lil voice juz blew me off.
u r so irresistable my darling victor!!
l love u as though i had nv love anyone before.seriously, is from my heart..i really love u!
probably is the many nights of talks we had. and e many times we spend togther darling...
u r juz so incomparable..oh manz.haha.!
better dun say so much..lol...k la i go sleep le..nightz!!
