wahhhh..this entry alot of pic hor...haha..let me summarise some of it ...some of the pictures taken were on tue..on camera phones!! haha.then wed..i took with sham while going to repair his mp4..haha..i went with him cos juz nice..i had my facial at 5pm..then before tat, our school end at 12.so got some times to pass.hehe...then we went to his mp4 shop . at sim lim square.ya.we got a hard time looking for the place..ZzZzzzzzZ then we were looking at all the computers softwares and was wondering if really we will be attached to this place..if it is,sure there be headaches! haha.then later..we stay and talk awhile at mos burger.hmm..juz trying to get to know each other well.cos we juz met as classmates wad..ya..
then now we are twins!! hahaaha....

then today..after our short theory in MME..we began to have camera wars!! hahaha...yen's grp started first..haha so i take out mine too!! wahahhaa... then we FIGHT AH!!haha...lol..managed to fight yen's back..lol..and managed to get our class a not so organized class photos..haha.not bad la..haha..then everyone was like..:"wah..as though it was e last day manz"lol..

then we went bowling at SAFFRA...haha..big group...yen's group..consists of louis,huibing,yen herself,doris,natasha....then my grp...quinton,fabian,jeremy,gene,YY,nas,and me..haha..got a few more classmates who join us too..they are e quieter ones..ya..wah...gene damned pro sia!! haha.then there is this incident where both quinton and louis had the same kind of split at the same time..lol..so we all were like :"WOAHHHHHHHHHH,COUPLE AR??HAHAA".....

hmmm...had lots of fun la..haha.then today juz finish english class..zzz.pretty tired..my english teacher not going to be teaching anymore..cos of her sickness..so there's be a new teacher..yeah..haha...

hmm..my boy!! haha...u know something..most of e people in my class know i got bf already..hahaaha...including the close ones..lol..!! and i really miss u so..too bad i can only see u on sat... =(..hee..i will wait for tat day!! hehehe!!!! love and miss u lots!!!!


ok happy looking at the pictures...sleeping now!! hehee
using nas phone to take..haha
my camera..me and sham

spiritually_yours at 11:54 PM

hmmmm...
its being a while since i started blogging..i juz going to write a quick one..yeah

today my school end at 6pm..zzz pretty late and tired..but it was worthwhile..i managed to absorb some knowledge of computers..lol

today started off with multimedia where we were exposed to "adobe photoshop"..well i was kind of a blur toot today..haha need the help of my classmates to help me..lol..my chairman,fabian,YY,jeremy..zzzzz..in e end, the person tat make really make me understand wan is YY HAHA.........ahaa...i such a toot..haha..i actually learn the photoshop before..but totally forgotten..cos tat time sec sch they had this program wad..haha...

then later on, we went saffra to eat..then went there to play pool..haha..quite a big number of us went there..hmm lets see...quinton,me,fabian,YY,weixiang,gene,yen,nas,huibing,louis,doris,clarence,jeremy...haha..all pro in pool one table and the other not pro in other table..of cos i belong the other paper wan la..hahaaa...had fun la..but food suck y..zzzzzz

ya..anyway i and huibing was caught for e highlights in our hair..wahahaaa..no choice.go spray lor..haha. But thanks to sham for telling me tat my face got some black paint..lol..he very observant..lol..then today we learn binary,hexadecimals in "computer maintance and operating system"..ya..pretty much get it..i recopy the notes..haha...then very funny..me,huibing,yen and louis..we four girls wanna go toilet.then halfway there..we realise we didnt bring tissue..so we U turn back..and somemore our answers to one another was "i left my tissue packets in my bag".lol...then later over there we almost went to the boy's toilet..lol...

then aftertat we had break again..somehow almost the whole class gather at the same level the toilet there..lol..SHAM show us his carbarat movement.then some of my malay girl classmates went to the boy toilet for fun..and they smoke there..lol..damned funny..then sham was like :"ahya nv mind la..friend friend la..wont die"..lol..lame sia..haha.then later hafieez came in..he was like:"ooi!" at my two malay girl classmates..lol..then everyone started laughing..haha....

so far..its has been a great joy knowing this class cos i guess its becuz of our ages..everyone is very friendly..yeah..hmm think i do the class photos thing tml..pretty tired already..zzzz

and baby, pls remember tat i had not neglected u k?i miss u lots too! but since u dun wan me to miss u so much,then i dun miss lor!! hehehehehehe!! lub ya~

yeahhh tml had photosessions with SHAM!! hahaahaa!! our class treasurer..lol...

ok nite everyone..tml end school at 4pm..zzzz!!!

spiritually_yours at 10:19 PM

dear diary,

today i had a good day..hmm i sound so cheesy..lol...anyway...ugh!~~!!
damned~~~!!! i think i will had a hard time once my homework starts..cos i think mostly my work will be on e com and all..then how m i suppose to do??? somemore my 2nd sis need to use to research for her JC thing..and my 3rd sister need to use for her school project!!! i m so fed up!!ahhhhhhhhh...... howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..........how can i do it with ONE COM IN E ROOM!!!!

i really wanna make it thru to this IT thing..tears*..and i noe school going to get tougher once the actual term really starts..ugh!!! i juz dunno how la... i feel very bad if i use other people's com...then i will had to return so late...then next day got school..wa lao!!

i cant possibly get a laptop now cos financially, i m not supported..and i didnt wan my parents to spend so much on one damned laptop...ugh!! i m damned pissed!!

ahhh...tats e reason why u guys didnt see me online much often cos i couldnt use e com most of e time....

zzzzzzzz....

one more thing, i chosen my cca..one is ODAC and another one is students' council..lol..together with nas and quinton and fabian..haha...hmm as to why i chose these two ccas becuz..one thing, ODAC, train me to be more independent,and my mentality will be stronger..and i thought ODAC will be served as a challenge to me becuz firstly, i admit, i m afraid of heights but i wanna learn..i wanna learn to do rock-climbing becuz i think it will be a great exposure for me. increasing my dare rate. in life, there are many obstacles and i think if i had the determination to do something, i can pull it thru.from young, i admit,i was timid and weak, but then somehow as i grow older, i realise that there are many things i had yet to learn.. for example, i always close my eyes when i m on roller coaster rides and i will start screaming like hell..,but there comes a time, when i actually open up my eyes during e ride..and i realise it isnt tat scary afterall..things may juz not wad it seem when u assume it, why not juz open up yr heart and look at how things goes. i hope i really can pass thru the survival camp when ODAC is into position for us,freshman.. yeah

the other cca is students' council. students' council..one thing good is tat.it build up leadership in u, and thats what i wan. students council also teaches us to be more confident, there will also be camps and first aid course for us to learn..i think it is a good cca..why not i juz try right..but tat is if i can pass thru the interview...lol

hmmm...yeah...i think its going to be hectic but i dun mind, juz bring it on. i m going to learn to balance my time well..studies,cca, and love. i m not going to be like last time anymore..ya.juz hope la..

k la i better go eat first then do some work.... to my friends and loved ones out there, no matter wad situation u are going thru, juz remember tat u r not alone, and u had to be strong. Cos i m sure e situation tat u r going thru will pass thru if u had the will to learn to think out of e box.if one method failed, then try another method.dun give up.Once u give up,then all hopes are shattered.For me to say this to u now, maybe its easier to be said than done.but pls dun think it this way, no matter how hard it is, juz keep on trying..u never know wad miracle u will get. determination,belief and self-cofident muz be in yr heart ok?yeah..jia you!!

hmmm...now i know wad to do with my IT thing already la..think out of e box..lol..ya i will think la, if its really inconvienient then let me know ba..diao..haha..kk i go le...

nightz people..lol..

spiritually_yours at 7:27 PM

hmmm..school officially start for me today but we didnt had lessons..

OH YA!! HAPPIE BIRTHDAY AGAIN BEN KOH!! Hahaah!!welcome back ivey and aud!! welcome back to singapore!! hahahaha!~!

hmm..lets see..i wake up at 7.30 and school is at 9.30..my school is at tampines ITE..haha..and still i m late..zzzz...stupid traffic jam...

i only noe fad's bf is in mechantronics.but dunno where's he..lol...then e rest i dunno liao..lol.poor me all alone in Tampines ITE...tears*...lol..ya..then i went to the auditorium..i was like..wad de f*** everyone all moving to their class..zzzzz..and e worst part was i didnt know where is my class..so i went up to e speaker.then they ask me and a guy to check our class in e hall....so we go..then he look at e last class..i look at e first class..and guess wad..funny world..he was in e last class..i was in e first class..wahahahaa!!!save time..lol..then i went to e auditorium with the rest...then i managed to find my class...then i managed to make a new girl pal..lol..we chatted throughout the whole thing..hmm..so far so good la..ya..then also make a new male pal..friendly..talk to us abt army life..haha..i think i can survive in ITE la..u guys dun worry abt me k? i know wad i m doing.. =)
ya..we had ice breaker games..means knowing our classmates well ya...then we also went to e lab..went to e canteen...hmm..school finishes at 1.50pm today..ya..funny..they put finish at 3pm..in e end 1.50pm..zzzzz..
then e male pal, quinton and my new girl pal, nazizah..we went to saffra there to eat cos heard e canteen food sucks and then also becuz naz was too sick so she should eat healthily..then we went there to eat...ya..food quite ok la..but then its like for e first time, i couldnt eat so much.ya..maybe my stomach juz not feeling well ba..haha..

then aftertat rest awhile..went to edit my skirt cos it was too long..zzz..so edit abit then went to meet my baby alone..i really miss him lots..e past few days we had been like going out in groups and didnt had really much time together..so i m glad today we had some private time for ourselves..ya..miss u!! sorry for e misunderstanding..guess i was thinking too much ba.

ya..hmm..i cant wait to go to school again though everythin is like so new to u. and u juz feel like exploring deeper..haha..hmm e people there..quite friendly la..ya..i realise tat i can fit well there..cos actually i can feel e closeness in every student's heart.and i guess, i hope it will be a better life for me there..i m actually quite glad tat i didnt get in to poly..cos if i go, it wouldnt be e kind of course i wan to take, and i may not enjoy it.ya..at least when i m in ite now, i got e course tat i wan, and based on my o level results, i m happy tat i take the right path, i wouldnt be doing well in poly then, in ite i know i will. cos mostly its practical..and thats wad i like to do....actions speaks louder than words and i will prove to u guys once again.ya..dun worry abt me k?no matter wad obstacles i face, i will face it with dignity..i will not feel downgraded.yup...winkz*

i been facing lots of things in my past, and wads more worse things can come, if everything to u is scary, how bout open yr eyes wide and look deeper before u think?i was once like tat...but now its different, i realise i should experience it then i know.its a test in my life.ya.ITE is not the end la..its e begining of e new life for me.Ya really. But, my friends in st marg, pls dun get e wrong idea k?although we splitted, i m sure one day we will meet up..cos u all will always be in my heart forever. u all are e ones who make me realise e true me, of cos i wouldnt forget u guys...love u guys lots!!! too many to name..not naming liao..hahaha!!


kk going to sleep soon.....!! hmm.my baby reply me already..lol...my poor baby....awww..so sweet..too tired le ba..sleep well..muackx!!
ciao!!!

spiritually_yours at 2:07 PM

spiritually_yours at 11:41 PM

I think i m going to get a lil emotional in this blog entry.
ya...well, juz tat these few days i seem to see many fairytale coming alive in my life.
including my own.
there's many things i wish to put up here.
but i juz hope tat it wont offend anyone.
if i do so, pls tell me k?

the previous day, i went out with honey lil vic, to fetch my goddaddy off to UK from changi airport. He didnt wan us to come, but i choose to come,cos as a friend,and he help me before.so ya.
well, emotions started running up for him, when he had to leave. He hugged his fav girl tightly and started crying emotionally. i was touched by wad i saw. I began to understood how hard it is to leave someone u loved for something u pursued in reality. Its torturous and painful. seeing him cry like this, it does hurts for a friend.I really feel it. really really feel it. this is a fairytale tat i saw.
another fairytale, is when i got to know this guy who had said his heart was cold and dead already. he was afraid to love someone else seriously again.and i also get to know this girl, who told me,she wants to be single.She juz doesnt want to be in relationship again. Then "boom"..these two gets together. it juz great to see their heart open up and face the obstacles and challenges ahead together. I m really happy for both of them.This is another fairytale.

last but not least, my own fairytale.i m happy because he is someone who really cares and love me. The day he tell me things, i realised how much i meant to him.baby seriously, i really appreciate all that u did for me, It really touches me deep in my heart.Which person who will spend time with u all along,even though he knows he lack of sleep? which person who willing to help me thru all this while..who is willing to get along well and care for the gf's family? which person who will get to noe most of yr friends and treat them as yr friends too?although i been through so many relationship, nv in my life, had i seen such person tat really cares and love me so much more than i do,tat really feel e jealousness for me, tat let his emotions revolve around u?No one, except u,my Victor teo jun wei.I never had a good, promising relationship, until i really found u.All along,i was being hurt, and then u came.Juz when i thought i would give up on guys, u came to show me the right way. Its only u, although i m not good at saying it out, but this is really from e bottom of my heart. I now penning down in words. I really did appreciate all tat u done,baby. I know i had been quite insensitive to u sometimes,but this insensitiveness will change.i promise u tat. The day i cried in front of u is e day i realised how much i meant to u,and how much u meant to me.Juz wanna tell u tat i love u,love e way u treat me,love e way u care about me,love the way u surprise me.Love e things u did for me. Juz promise me tat u wont let this relationship go to waste.We will face e obstacles and challenges ahead,juz like e way u encourage me and keep me going.Now i m saying this to u, lets face it together,becuz I LOVE U.really do. My past relationships had never been long, but i hope tat this will last forever,becuz i believe that.I hope u believe it too. I dunno what e future might hold for us, but I still willing to face it with u.I hope u ready for it too.LOVING U ALWAYS.=)

lol sorryy so emo.trying very hard to concentrate on my thoughts cos my sister and mum distractin me..so i turn on music to let me concentrate.lol..hmm this is e lyric of my blog song.the lyric really meant alot to me.cos its so true in my life.Hmm..baby, hope u wont think i m too sticky to u..lol..if i did, muz tell me hor..i will take note de.yup!!yup!!ah..leg cramp..k dun talk liao..go see e video tat my baby like..lol..~~!!



Oohooh ooh oohooh ooh...
C'mon!
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want you to know that, you're the only one for me (one for me)
(When I say)
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u (nobody)
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
And now, ain't nothing else I could need
And now, I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you, we'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you (baby I'm with you)
Baby you're with me (baby you're with me, higher)
So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you, and you know me
And that's all that counts (hey)
So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you, and you know me
And that's, that's why I say (Hey)
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u (come on)
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

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spiritually_yours at 11:54 PM