i juz dun wan this thing to go away so fast...



i still love u.can u juz give it one more chance?

so wad if u treat friends better than gal.i dun mind.i seriously dun..and i noe wad to do already..

i juz hope u give it one more try.dun juz let tis relationship go to waste. i know it will work out if we both willing to compromise..can u?tears*



many tears tat i cried..have u even noticed?

do u even care?

i cant find a better one more than u do.

i know i m sticky and i told u before,if i m sticky,let me know.

i will change.



and this time round i really will change for the best.

perhaps....u juz haven see it..and its true.



maybe u feel i m juz too sticky.i dunno wad i m feeling right now,cos u r e first guy tat convinced my parents tat we are togeter and they ok with it

u r e first guy tat changed me. do u really wan me to be so bad like last time..two-timing?

no way..i m not going back to tat kind of life already.i m tired and sick of tat .....

i been thru alot..

suddenly it juz happen so fast, i couldnt accept it.





where is e victor who cared so much abt me..tears*

i really lost him..if u have found him,can u tell him tat i need him..

maybe these words are juz too mushy for him right now...tears*

maybe i should juz let it go..

i cant..why..

all the things u said to me, i will do it straightaway now..its nv too late..cos i still hasnt give up on u...

it juz hurts u know.hurts so much more than i been thru previously.

and i m sick.so sick.but no one cares.

i m sticky..i wont let tat happen ever again.cos u dunno me.

i cant be e one tat cheer u up..again i said..u dunno me.u juz hasnt seen it yet.

anything u doesnt like me to do, i wont do...

i wan to be strong..but it juz doesnt work out.

i juz wan u here.maybe u dun seee it a point.

but i do..cant we juz compromise..cant u juz open up yr heart.?

we did so much for this relationship and yet u r giving up juz like tat..are u sure?

all i ever ask for is juz a patch back.is ttat so hard?

tears*





wads e point of me saying all these...u r not going to read anyway..i guess..tears*



i juz came back from camp not long and things juz happen so fast..

glad i made many new friends..and to all my loved ones thanks for been with me throughout the camp...i enjoyed e disco night..AND THANKS AR TO TASHA FOR SABO-ING ME AND QUINTON TO DANCE TOgether!!i thought we will backout fast..but bloody hell..finalist!! ugh!



haiz dunno la..i juz know tat after the talk with u, i totally changed..i not going to be sticky anymore if u dun wan me to be..if u dun wan me to commit so much, i wont too.
i still do love u.

dun think u will read too..or maybe u will..i dunno..

ciaoz for now.

spiritually_yours at 7:03 PM