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    Sunday, July 29, 2007


    hey people

    PLEASE REMEMBER TO CATCH "HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL" TONIGHT AT 7.30PM ON CHANNEL 5!!

    Those of u who first time watch it, u all will surely like it...really!
    muz watch k?

    hopefully i will be watching...weeeee.....

    spiritually_yours at 4:45 PM



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    hahaha..anyway...yesterday me and some friends went to chill with bishal who is leaving singappore le..
    awwwww..i so going to miss him...bet he's now in e plane..
    he had been my friend since i was secondary 4..yeah even though i n girl school..lol..
    he's my friend's classmate..yeah and had been really close since then..hmm..close..very close..lol..
    yessterday he met, he was like.. :"how long have we not met?"
    lol..cos i remembered all the time i been talkin to him on msn..and if he's in singapore, we will be on the phone..but then so lucky two days ago, i met him on msn..decided to meet up with he and my other freinds..geex..
    he's been studying in uk..then so happen come back to singapore for holiday.
    haha..ahhh..miss e chance of meeting him up again..geex..
    hey..bishal sweets, u will always be my hottest friend i ever met..continue to stay cool and not blur k!! hahaa...
    really..u r so damned hot..the hottest guy i ever met...so please..hmm..hahaha..have lotsa of fun in uk,ya?we still can talk on msn..
    yeah...if got time i will put up e photos me and him took.....yeah..yeah..kk ciao..shall go read my harry potter book now!! hehe

    spiritually_yours at 3:28 PM


    Friday, July 27, 2007











    dont u juz love e castles there....awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..i wish i stay there too...hehe..

    i wan to stay there! someone bring me there!!!i wanna be darkangel!!! haahaha...
    i really like e first one..hahaa

    ah..flu-ing away...

    anyway...my curls are gone now..hehehehe....yeah..new me..u may think y m i so crazy to cut off my curls..but my answers are very simple.

    (1)to forget the past
    (2)curls not lasting anymore on my hair,hair get alil rough..haha
    (3)someone hated my curls

    so yeah i trimmeed it offf..haha get a new punkish look..wahahaaahaha...u wanna see photos of me?? dream on..i wont show it here.. =p...

    u see me then u will know..haha..hmm..i receive some bad and good comments on my new hairstyle..but hey..so wad..i like my hair..
    i get to choose my fringe..lol..so i still stick to the old type..lol..i m young at heart k!!haha...


    hmmm..actually i came to notice tat i m beginning to like people who wont show their feelings.its the actions they did tat really touched me alot..and people like serene..omg!!i juz love u babe...
    u are always there la...even though things juz doesnt go well with u and my mum..but no matter wad, i still love u~!! i dun care wad my mum say abt u..she has no rights to choose my friends for me..i only got e rights.and i will love ya babe the way u are...!

    remembering zouk, the night u danced..really..wow...haha..impressed...u improved~!

    people who showed feelings somehow will tend to hurt u e most..this is wad i always get when i m in relationship..well wad can i do...i tried to change..sometime after i got hurt,i wll tend to self-muiltate myself..well almost..and i will be in sucidal mood...its crazy la...but in e end..the one who really save me..is myself.
    i turn to stand up..and think of people around me.

    hmmm...yeah...went back sec school area today..gosh i juz missed tat place manz..coronation plaza..argh..tat old place..so sweet la..haha...

    and then its like raining the whole week manz..wad de...cantttt the rain juz stopped..idiot~!

    sooner or later..i m going to style my hair..hahahaha....juz wait and see... =)

    ahhhhhh..so so tired` shall end here...

    bishal pls dun go so fast..i will miss u... =( ......

    spiritually_yours at 11:55 PM


    Tuesday, July 24, 2007


    the walks..

    the talks...

    the buses...

    the places...

    the foods..

    the nights...



    the handlocks.so odd yet sweet.
    things u do.so touched.

    waiting for u-west grand boulevard

    i knew u for a juz a while before u left
    u were young and full of happiness
    i wish i could hear u laugh
    and i wonder where u hanging out
    tat you are somewhere else
    some place sweeter,some place better.
    some place faraway from us

    when you're young..
    and u sleep forever now...
    i m waiting for you
    when you're young..
    and u sleep forever
    and i m waiting for u ( not anymore)

    everything is different now
    better, sweeter
    funny how things are turned out unexpectedly
    and u notice how i m counting out
    all the days and nights from now
    until the days i see u eventually

    chorus...
    when you're young....
    and u sleep forever...
    when you're young...
    and i m waiting for u...

    when you're young....
    when you're...


    band played...




    song nice right??? hahaa...i loving it...yeah....i no school today!! yeah!!!
    hahahaha....
    but going to cut hair today..lalalalala....
    new hairdo..yupyup again..lalala..lo

    spiritually_yours at 11:48 PM


    Sunday, July 22, 2007


    guess wad?

    i wanna sing to e world

    tat i loving my life...

    who could ever imagine wads life going to get when u not around..

    gosh..this is crazy...

    haha..wad e heck..lol...


    sleeping now..ciaoz

    spiritually_yours at 11:34 PM


    Friday, July 20, 2007


    hello bloggie...

    haha i was lookin over my friendster and looking at those who viewed me..then come across this guy who played west grand boulevard's song...flights of fancy...awww..so niceeee...

    well I knew West Grand Boulevard in person..haha..they are singapore's local band...

    and so happened tat..i know their guitarist assistant..egan jeremiah..haha

    how i know him..good question..thru my school mates...lol..ya he's very pop in my sch...girls school aey..haha..he used to like my godsis..yup..

    hmm.then there's a time i juz meeet up with him..then he took me to the studio of west grand boulevard and electrico..yeah..of cos i noe where...aftertat we made our way to esplanade..to chill..then he tell me some stuffs abt the band..yeah..i began to listen to one of their song,"waiting for you"..and i immediately fall in love with e song..yeah..but somehow they put daphne in it..geex..then not say tat nice..but i like e lyrics and tune..so i cant say anything much..

    i began to support local bands..some of them are really good...yeah..like west grand and also electrico and also ronnin..u guys really should support singapore local bands..yeah..

    and of cos i know how daphne noe egan..haha daphne from my school wad..so obviously she knows him..small world aey?hahah...

    the lyric i put up in this post now is really nice..ya..i really fell for it...so emo aey!!haha...i like..yup its track 5...

    hmmm today is 20/07/2007...which is 2007/2007...cool huh..i cant wait till tonight..ah..going out~~!!! hehehehehehehe...

    yesterday i went to serene's hse to chill awhile after meeting my darling godma's yvonne..

    OOI PEOPLE AT HER SCHOOL PLS DUN BULLY HER ALREADY LA.STOP IT CAN..IF U WAN BE A PROPER FRIEND..PLS GO AHEAD..AND STOP ACTING LIKE SOME HYPOCRITE...LEAVE HER BEHIND...WAH LAO..SHE NOT TAT BAD LA SIA..WHY MUZ U ALL DO THIS TO HER UNTIL LIKE TAT...STOP IT LA..AND GROW UP CAN..

    ugh!!! why they like tat..haiz~~


    really miss yvonne..haha..when i see her..we started chatting nonstop...we meet up cos of some fan club thing..yup..she's e chairman of PAN WEIBO fan club...then i kind of like helpping her..hmm..his songs were nice too..so ok for me la..ya then took with her to toapayoh..then take 157 then drop at my sec school take 66 to lil india to meet serene..yeah...yvonnne make me laugh so hard la..she damned funny..and she is one who i can argue with her for a long period of time..haha..yesteerday i ask her to do tongue twister..u know wad she say to me..she rap to me some chinese songs..hmmmmmmm...then she say this is tongue twister ma..wad de.....dots...

    yeah then hang out at serene's there...ask her hows life and stuffs like..tat..yeah..then went home..rest till now..hee...i m tired to go to the place lei..geex..damned tired..dunno why..hmm..

    "when you were younggg....and u sleep forever now....i will be waiting for u"......awwwwwwwwwwwwwww..haah.

    ok i shall go now..happy listening.~!



    Flights of Fancy by West Grand Boulevard



    Sit with me,
    Come and play,
    I need you,
    So near.
    Stay awhile,
    For a day.
    Maybe Two,
    Have no fear.
    What I am,
    Its not all good.
    Its not all bad,
    Its okay.
    Time has come,
    Wish we could.
    Get it back
    Its too late.
    -chorus-
    And I,
    Miss you the most.
    And I,
    Miss you the most!
    -verse-
    Sing to me,
    Once again.
    In your room,
    Like old days
    Speak to me
    Empty pants
    How'd you do
    In always.
    Bring me back
    Little Smiles
    Funny ways
    you speak to me
    bring me back
    all your whiles
    wimps it calls
    that i'll say
    -chorus-
    And i,
    Miss you the most
    And I.
    Miss you the most.
    -Guitar solo-
    And i,
    Miss you the most
    And I.
    Miss you the most.

    spiritually_yours at 1:32 PM


    Thursday, July 19, 2007


    hello bloggie

    and to all my readers!

    haha do u guys miss me ??

    anyway i been pretty busy at school..yeah..got tests and presentation...

    gosh its killing me~!!!

    anyway actually e past two days...i been up studying with YY...yeah..we were studying at night together....

    hmm close friends..yeah..haha...

    and i think i m happy with wad i m now...i m not thinkin any of my ex..which is a good thing...
    and also not thinking of tat idiot..hahaha..u guys should noe who...

    i misss everyone...

    and yet still got people ask me out when i so busy sia..gosh...

    then when i very free..nobody will ask..wad de...nonsense~@!!


    anyway..pretty tired now...got to do a presentation tml..so see u guys soonz...ciaoz


    eliza: we are so going to do it..yeah..wanna bring it on?haha..i dare..will ya?haha..
    challenge babe~!hahaha....next time show u some pic of some girls kissing..hahaha...miss u babe..see u on friday..kisses*

    spiritually_yours at 12:56 AM


    Saturday, July 14, 2007


    yeah..today sc outing....hmm we took quite a number of pictures...haha..
    anyway..me and yy meet up then we go together...
    haaha goddammit..we lost our way while taking 13...
    we both arrived early at paya lebar..so yeah..
    not so bad...haaa
    then we take a bus down..
    hmmm...walk and walk...then couldnt find e bbq pit..
    luckily on e way met tasha & sham...
    so yeah we walk with them..damned la...so far..
    then me and yy went to rent a bike..wahahaha..
    i so sucky at riding a bike la~
    but still i can ride la..
    the seat so high~geex..i got phobia~~
    but anyway it was pretty ok...

    then yeah eat some food there..jo,fahmy & hazimah..so late..geex
    yy like to take some emo pic.so yeah we took some...but then he's going to edit it..so after he edit then i will put up...haha
    anyway aftertat...somehow the sc committee..tell us this outing was held to celebrate june & july babies and also to commenarate the 11th batch of sc members..which is my batch~! yeah!!
    haha..had some fun la..
    abit boring though..cos all like doing their own stuffs..
    and not many of my classmates went..haiz..
    hmm..then they start to sabo all the june & july babies..
    then got one time when i go over to get some food for tasha & e rest...
    the chairman suddenly shouted loud:'samantha never kanna sabo ar"
    wad sia...i juz kept quiet...
    nobody bothers..hhahahahaha...lucky..
    and i didnt noe he know me la...geex.
    then the most unexpected thing was...DEWEY WAS THERE..OH MY GOD~
    i m damned shocked la..
    when i came over..of all e people there, he only ask me... :"sam go eat la...better faster eat..wait cold already not nice"
    then i was like:"ok ok soon soon..u too"

    then tasha standing beside me said:"he never tell me..he only talk to u, i juz standing here with u..wooo..dewey tell u to eat..."
    geex..

    then later on i ask dewey..since when he's in sc..cos i thought he's in ODAC...
    then he tell me:"i only disappear for 1 year..does tat mean i cant be in sc..."
    wad de...nonsense...geex.
    then later hazimah finally arrived with fahmy..saw..amsyar there too..haha and adil...
    jo happily ask me to wait for him...when i want to go already..
    gosh..but yeah he came anyway..
    then he told me he not staying too..cos he got ndp tml..he be performing hip hop..haha
    i so going to see if i have e chance.haha..he's a really great dancer..
    oh ya...HAPPIE 18TH BIRTHDAY MAS'UD!!!!
    AH..SO SORRY COULDNT STAY WITH U TONIGHT..HAHA..I MEAN TONNING...LOL..
    but geex..u didnt stay too..haha
    all those supposed to ton in e end nv ton...
    then aftertat..me and yy took 13 home..
    ah.. i feel so bad..he took 13 to bishan then now.he got no bus..he gotta walk home..
    hmm maybe i better call him later.see how he doingg...
    then e most funny part was...
    i will always say bye to those i know during tat outing...
    so i went to say bye to jo and mas..
    but i didnt say bye to dewey..lol..
    then yy reminded me..i wanted to say bye to dewey..then he pulled me dun wan me to say..wad sia..cos we already going out of east coast park already..haha..
    tasha left early~
    sham left early too~
    thought can ton..but nah..none of them tonning..geex..
    so go home lor...haha..
    and hazimah juz reminded me..abt food..i m hungry...geex..no i muz tolerate.
    anyway here are some pics taken..there are more..but i shant put up first till its edited by yy..lol..



    er...me yy..and dunno his friend's name
    wahahaha..my twin and tasha...hahahaha
    me and yy's friend
    hazimah(my shark!!) and me..


    spiritually_yours at 1:33 AM


    Thursday, July 12, 2007


    ah....

    head pain and tat annoying sound in my ears~~!!!

    ugh..yeah u guess it..i didnt go school today....

    why??


    hmmm good question....

    yesterday i end school early..went to meet jeremy then he brought me down to work...yup...

    then aftertat..go home eat dinner,changed...

    then meet serene...

    went to meet her at her place..then head down to orchard together...

    to meet my senior..louis..haha he was an ex-ite student at tampines..taking IT too..lol...

    his last day before he left for army..yup yup..so went to celebrate at zouk..

    actually i didnt wanna go...but serene told me he invited me..then wad de...
    no choice lor...

    we went there..wah..super crowded sia~

    went phuture to dance rnb..

    damned crowded...geex..

    we had screwdriver for our drink..

    then louis told me :"u cannot drink so much, tml got school"...

    wad sia..then he also tell serene:"u dun drink so much too..wahahaha"

    funnyyyyyy manz....

    hmm music spinning was not bad...both me and serene met junying & pam...hahaha..ex st marg classmates..

    lol...also we met estee..she look different...

    i think got a few st margs went down yesterday too..can recognise their faces..haha..

    hmm consider my first time went zouk la...u ask if i like e place...
    my answer is not really..haha

    i mean i like e hallway...e way they make it and stuffs like tat..

    but then its kind of small..lol...

    i still prefer MOS..lol...


    hmm then came home 4plus..mom wasnt happy la..i know la..then tats why i didnt wanna go school..cos after i come back, she doesnt wan me to sleep yet..she wan me to make breakfast for my sis..then i can sleep..

    then i was damned pissed and sleepy already..and still i have to do all this..haiz but fine..i will do it...

    i hope tat the next time round.. i wont be able to go this kind of things during weekdays again..
    yes i noe i like to club..
    and i really didnt expect myself to club at this time of period..
    ok..ya i wan to..cos too many bad things had come by..and i juz wanna club to chill and loose myself to e music...
    maybe ok.i didnt regret going..
    but i regret not telling things to my family...

    i reallly hope tat one day..they will really come to realise this point..
    i do know how to take precautions...i m not their lil girl anymore...

    yesterday...alot of guys like to come over me and serene..luckily i react fast...i ask louis and e rest to surround us..

    happen too many times already..i was able to react fast la..sometimes louis's friends saw my reaction then know wad they have to do...yeah..i know i dance..and can be high..but i dun juz dance and fuck care e world..i will see e surrounding too...but serene no..so yeah..i m 24 hours protecting her..hahaha..ok la..she got warn me before la..haha.i also told her..lol...

    tis is some precautions u really have to take when u club..nv go with yr girlfriends alone..go with guy friends..yup..


    ah..gawt..head damned pain...

    geex cannot..i wake up already..i so going to study tonight after my english class..geex...

    wanted to study juz now..but i juz too tired....


    alright i shall end off now...ciaoz~

    spiritually_yours at 3:34 PM


    Tuesday, July 10, 2007


    louise and hazimah...lol




    yoyo yo...pls check out tat link in youtube~


    its a skit which me and my sc group members did for our "clubbing nite"...in sc camp


    hahaa...we are actually doing a rendition of american idol..audition round..lol..


    wahahaa...damned funny...


    pls turn on yr speaker louder cos there are lots of laughter behind...yeah..


    the video is taken by my faciliator...


    lol...


    hmm somehow i cant remember my sc friends name..hee...


    wait ar..


    there's:


    amshah-host gormet seng


    Adil--semon cockwell(judge)


    hazimah(my shark!& my classmate)- queen latifat(judge)


    muzainah---tiara bands (judge)


    p/s:related right?lol...


    azhar--MJ(CONTESTANT)


    SAMMIE(me!!)--Tata Old(CONTESTANT)


    Fahmy---i only remember he like to jump around..forget e name..lol..(CONTESTANT)


    JO(yeah my so called "bf"..wad sia..bestfriend?hahaha)----- Usher.er(CONTESTANT)


    Fabian(my classmate)---friend of Fahmy


    Royston(came with me for e movie)---father of tata old


    Sanjev- father of MJ....












    oh my god i think i m damned crazy la in e video...kanna thrown by bottles somemore...lol....


    i pity the host manz..poor thing..lol....i really do have a good laugh la...haha...


    then i still remember my twin keep callin me "aey" "aey"...wad de...hahaha..when i doing e skit..




    hmmm...well i had good time today....really....although my mood was pretty low still...


    yesterday.somehow many people thought i m damned high and happy..but actually i m hiding my sorrow...its crazy la..i keep singing e sonng in my blog...lol...


    i even especially went down somewhere later in e evening..juz to find one person..but he juz wasnt tere..i dun wan to talk abt it le.. =)


    juz take it as things turn out this way..


    i m fine now...






    and yeah..YY and some of my friends keep teasing me of my new phone..especially YY..idiot..haha..oops no offence =X


    today..after school...i went down to hougang mall with doris...then met some of my other classmates on e way...


    then saw YY in bus too...


    i ask him help me carry my heavy book.cos he was sitting down..damned heavy la!!!


    then later the guy sitting next to him...left e place...


    then huibing,sai,louise & doris sabo me


    wad de...


    geex...


    damned bad!!




    haha...hmm then went down..doris, i and yy walk to hougang mall together...


    ya then went to find our textbook...


    hmm library and popular dun have...


    had to go somewhere else...




    no choice then come home first...i keep telling myself i mustnt sleep...yeah..




    and damned..sis wanna use com now..ugh!!i badly need to use the com for e-learning le..


    geex muz get a laptop manz..sianz...




    hmmm...anyway i going to watch ch8 at 9 soon..cos someone going to appear on tv..one of my classmate...lol..dun wan say who..hahahahaha...sssssssssh....




    here are some pics taken from my phone...




    jo took this...geex...i was caught unexpected la..at bugis..


    i thought this was e uglist pic..but then two of my friends say i look cool...hmmm..i still think its ugly..lol...
    tasha,me and louise in toilet..lol
    this is a friendship ring worn by my girlfriends and i
    emo pic taken during cmos..haha
    tasha and i


    me and louise..my babelicious~
    cmos..haha clarence behind
    hor hor..caught hazimah drawing aey!!
    emo pic again...lol


    tats all folks..pls feel free to view e video k!! lol......take care and ciaoz for now~

    spiritually_yours at 7:32 PM


    Monday, July 09, 2007


    hello bloggie~

    its a great great day yesterday..came back at 2am

    haha..i thought i was watching shaughn in a play..but nah..he's not in it..my mistake~

    lol...went to find him at e pub yesterday we went..lol..at abt 6pm..haha..hmm..already got people there...he give me one sprite red..lol...

    his friend dezeire(think tats e spelling) was there too...lol...so i waited for him to finish his stuffs at e pub...then head down to victoria concert hall..

    somehow reach there..get to know some of his closest friends and family..lol

    well its actually a CHIJ Katong Convent Concert..something like st margs last time.haha..
    then he told me tat some teachers there were from their school,st pat..and his godma was teaching in chij convent..the concert was not bad la..

    so he know quite a number of girls ah..hmm..expected..lol..St Pat wad..lol...but all friends la..i know..understandable..but he's really nice..entertain me first..lol..

    then i get to know some girls too.hmm.i was quite shy though.funny aey..lol..haha..
    then some of his friend's girlfriend's friends. and us..went to DXO the market place there to eat..
    yeah...

    my mum didnt called la..but more like serene called me more often..she can give me 7 missed calls..wad e hell..haha..

    then i called and talk to her..then shaughn at e background purposely disturb me & serene's conversation...saying naughty stuffs..wad de..lol..then serene keep calling him bastard..wahaha...she wanted to ask me and him to go play pool with teck and her..but both me and shaughn were in like formal clothing! hmmm..

    and yeah..girl.shaughn is not a malay.neither an indian..he's an eurasian..both me and serene got e wrong perspection..hahahaa..a mixture of lots of races.lol...shant say..haha..too many..lol.
    i thought he was an indian. serene thought he was a malay.ha..yeah tats e whole story..

    then we walk around..cos one of his friend was in a low mood and he drank alot..so we like acc him walk around at marina area...then later shaughn said he's too tired already..so he decided to send me home then he go home..hmm i live quite far u know! haha..and he hasnt sleep for days...poor him..so yeah..go back and rest also good..

    before sleep yesterday..serene asked me to call her..so yeah..we chat a lil...then while msging to shaughn i fell asleep in e sofa..geex...

    i woke up pretty late today..like going to 2pm?...haha...my head was freaking painful...ugh~

    mum didnt say anything la.haa..my relationship with my mum is a funny thing..lol...
    today i told her i wan to make rose syrup.then she answered me back, "i wan to make bandung."
    then i tell her :"i wan to make rose syrup"...then she tell me:"i wan to make bandung..wait u use e syrup i cannot make already.." hmmm fine. then i give in..nice of me ae?.

    hmm..ahhhh..went to aud's blog juz now..she look so hot in e bikini~!! hahahaha..woooo...the lil girl has grown up..haha..hahaa

    babe.so sorry couldnt make it to go sentosa with u guys.cos previous nite i came back quite late..yeah..hee hee..hope u have fun.....

    hmm actually there's probably a big thing tat happen in my life right now & only serene knw abt it..i shant say la..maybe its not tat big..haha..when e time is right..i will tell u guys.. yeah.this aint a shit to kid abt.yeah.but its alright la...my life now..

    n i seriously hope tat serene is feeling better already..somehow really cant afford to see her get too stressed up..cos e moment she stressed..she will fall ill..no no pls dun let this happen!!really worried for her..i think e only time tat really cheer her up was e time me and her went drinking with shaughn and ben.yeah..we really had lots of fun.haha.i also feel better then..ya..so much so.

    ah.head pain..yesterday was hangover..now.. damned..geex maybe becuz of e past few nights i been going out late..

    hmm shaughn was pretty shocked when i told him i was from an all girls school..hahaahahaah..too bad..i kept saying nasty things to him yesterday..lol...

    anyway..guess i will stop here..wanna do some studying at 4.30..lol..going to chat up with some of my friends first..haha..ciaoz~

    spiritually_yours at 7:18 AM


    Saturday, July 07, 2007




    yeah our very first drink..aha..me and serene same..lol..its nt so high percentage la..

    damned la..i got a very sexy voice...thanks to my tequila shot..lol..tried singing..but its like..coarse..which make it very sexy..geex......

    spiritually_yours at 1:34 PM



    why does every good things always happen to me when i m half drunk??

    haaha...well yesterday was eliza's birthday..hmm pretty ok la..walk around in town,watchin "die hard"..together with royston and kavin..haha..thanks for coming down manz...and driving us to heeren..hmmm..they always call me go club..but till now i dun have a chance to..lol... i felt the movie wasnt tat nice..but its alright..i say this cos i think i watch "transformers" twice already..and the critic is nicer..lol...i simply love e cars manz..u know after watching movie...i suddenly found myself so into cars already..damned..the cars inside is so bloody hot la~ !! gosh! how i wish i can have one of them...hahahaa..posche,converter..rawwwwwwwwwwwws..damned..cars i going to love u to e max..more than guys..wahaha

    yeah...we also went to play pool at lucky plaza...my luck wasnt tat good when playing pool..maybe also becauz of serene's problem... it keep appearing in my head..i couldnt concentrate wad i m doing...haiz..she got herself so sick cos of the problem she facing..and i m so worried for her la. haiz.
    then actually i thought maybe juz call her out.and let her be happy abit...didnt thought of asking her out for a drink..
    but my stupid mouth juz blurted out:"lets go for a drink"
    then there!~~
    we went...then on e way..we met alex..geex at dohby ghaut..then he came over.and hug me..i was damned shocked la~ wad sia..haha...then he say he also going for a drink at boat quay..serene thought maybe can join him..ya..but her dressing sucks..so i went back home with her to change..then came out..

    FINALLY I TOOK MY TUBE DRESS FROM HER!!
    but damned it..i forgotten to take my yellow tinny winny bikini from her..now then i remember..wad sia~ =X

    then we called alex but he say he going to hop around..so nv mind lor..
    we find our own pub...
    but luckily serene's friend came by...her levis friend's ben..yeah..he brought a friend...shaughn...yeah.we went to this Irish pub at boat quay..shaughn work there..so yeah..we drank there..hmm..i had fun la..drank one drink..i forgotten wads tat..but dun really have e kick..haha..then there's vodka + red bull..it was nice..then also.. i finally got my tequila shot!
    i been wanting to try..hahha.thanks guys..yeah..it did give me a kick..but i still haven drop yet..lol..somehow managed to shake it off...haha
    and serene come out with her nonsense againn by playing the card games...geex..
    and then they keep sabo me and shaughn..bloody hell~
    dun think i should put wad they sabo me & him...damned damned evil~ geex....
    its a nice pub la..saw alot of irish people.they sing and dance.and stuffs like tat..shaughn told me lots of stuffs abt this pub..yeah..kind of wanting to work there..haha.good pay somemore..but i think u muz be a good drinker..hmmm..
    i muz start training myself..afterall i noe i can drink.since young.and i nv get drunk..ok only once..haha..cos of depression..wahahaha..only serene & alex know..lol..lucky..hahaaha...

    then yeah..reach home 5am plus..wondering why my mum nv call.?well she did la..lol..she sleep already wad..when i came back..lol..so ya la..shaughn send me home..haha..nice nice of him... =)

    oh ya..and serene keep using my camera and take me..geex with flash..and i was like half-drunk already la~~ bloody idiot...

    then yeah..aaron came down..haiz..he came down i already very pissed with him la..cant they juz let her be alone..especially aaron.she told me the doctor already noe she's under alot of pressure tat cause her to be sick....at least teck understandable...but aaron is really too much la...but then i think aaron lighten her up by telling her..its ok la..let them be friends..which is a good relief to hear la..haiz..

    hope she feeling better after hearing wad aaron say...haiz
    ..her problem somehow influence me alot la.i noe how she feel..and it really hurts and worries me tat it happen to her...its hard to make a decision,its not easy...but u still have to do it..one of them will surely get hurt..or maybe all three..
    juz like me..but i can take it after a while..can say now things getting better la...so guys dun worry abt me..i m fine k?=)
    yeah...

    i m meeting shaughn later cos he got a tix for me to see his play at victoria concert hall so yeah..i will be going...wad a day manz..

    got a hangover now...geex..
    yeah..sometimes i think my mum tie me too tied..like hello~ i m 19 already..its not as though i dunno how to take care of myself?????
    i m a strong person..i aint no weakmanz...
    ugh~ now i know where i get e stickiness from..ugh~

    and she called my name threee times juz to tell me one minor stuff...cant she juz do it one and for all...i really cant stand it sometimes la...its irritating la..and give me like 20 missed calls..siao..
    and i really will get goosebumps la..."girl ah girl" girl ah girl" "girl ah girl" wah lao..ugh

    how i wish i can faster brush tat stickiness offf me...in hope tat future relationship will not be affected....

    ok maybe i do not have enough sleep~!
    yeeks...
    here are e pictures~
    me and shaughn

    crazy serene..juz a black jack.



    ooowww..i juz love tequila shot~!








    ben...hahaaa












    saw my tattoo?..haha..during english class..

    eliza me joan...





    while waiting for royston and kavin to pick me up..hahaa.




    spiritually_yours at 11:58 AM