




here are some pics..tat sat outing at palawan.. and my shark's art painting..damned emo shit la..cool seh..haha..and also some pic i took from my phone during the class outing..hehe..and school outing..tat day with aud..
yeah i m feeling much better already..although i have some crazy mixed feelings at night..wahaha..but its alright..guess its those memories..but dun worry guys i will keep myself busy.. =) maybe every nite i shall kachiau tasha and mas..lol...
anyway..its beeen a crazy week..so much for those feelings.haiz.wads done is done.
u dun even care...
u like someone new.
wad can i say,wad can i do?
maybe its juz a break for both of us to contact.
so yeah.when times come,we will know when to talk again.=)
hope there be this day.
and hope tat one day,u will see e change.
sentosa outing with class was fun...
i was kind of late..cos i carry lots of stuffs..so i had to take a cab there...
somehow in e cab, i nearly break into tears cos i m excited to see my classmates again...
then reach there..went mac to eat our breakfast..stupid la..they make me laugh so much..haha
and keep rushing me to eat faster..wahaha.
then aftertat..we reach sentosa..then wanted to take a tram to tanjong beach..it was so bloody crowded and hot..then so luckily some of us got umbrella.then yen and tasha happily opened up e umbrella..hahaa..damned funny la..
the tram arrived..me,yen,tasha,sai,huibing,yanrong,hazimah(my fishie!!) went to the tram..
then suddenly i turned back..i saw my twin!! he wore his jeans and shades..wahahaha..look so retro manz..lol..then he lookeed at us.. and say bye..cos he waiting for e rest.then suddenly he and e rest came in..people like..fabian,my twin,shikin and sis,nas and friend,clarence,kenneth.. then quinton happily take e front of us..hahaa..in e tram..OH MY GOD..so united la..
then while on e tram..i think i got so emo and touched tat i saw them again..i actually cried..literally juz cried....cos its likee..i m really happy to see them again..wah seh..damned wad la..juz cried la..maybe cos these few days been having lots of problems.. and without their presence i tend to think alot..even tat day last sat with aud at sentosa..i still thought of e time i was with yen & e rest suntanning...it was..juz so much more fun..no worries and all..
yeah..quite emo la..but nah its ok..haha
after seeing them..i really really feel so much better...u guys really make my day..
we reach there..chill at e beach..then played some game...
keep on playing the "human knot" in e water till my arms hurt like hell...then e guys started to play this game where they will carry e girls up and let them fight..like battle like tat la..at first fabian and kenneth cant stabalise me..then i everytime dropped in e water..damned! only quinton can seh..haha..but managed to win one round..lol..my twin carry me..but he hurt himself..poor thing..later on..he got up..then he ok already..then go water again..crazy twin..haha...
somemore while me,tasha,my fishie,my twin and sai were talkin at e shore, we saw two hot babes..then my twin was like "woo lala..babes....i m going there"...then he swim his way to e hot babes there..wahaha..damned funny la..me and tasha saw already..we cant stop laughing..lol
ok la we saw some hunks too...most of them are police.i think they were training their dogs at the beach...then most of them were topless.damned hot !!..hah.me tasha and some of girls..cant keep our eyes off e guys.haha..
then yeah.we had fun..were playing monkeys and all..haha.celebrate e june&july babies birthdays....played until 6plus..
then we went to bathe..on e way there..me and sai saw another hunk..he was runnin towards our way while we making our way to palawan to bathe..cleaner la..haaha..
i only stared once..while sai is like..literally cant keep her eyes off him..like really follow his action la..haa..
then we went to eat at vivo..at mac..supposed to ton with tasha and sham..but couldnt..family problem.yeah..actually didnt wanna go home..scared i will think alot..
then they send me home all e way to bishan..so nice of them...
tasha & my twin: thanks so much for being there and helping me..=) really really thankful..dunno wad to do without u guys..
then aftertat i called and talk to tasha..haha..then talk abt stuffs..
yeah..we two got something alike..
she and my twin told me tat actually some guys like girls to b sticky..so tat they will feel like very manja..(meaning very pampered)
but then dun be too over..guess i was juz too over or something..tats why will cause alot of broken relationship..
and also it heritated from my mum,so maybe..i should juz try and not to learn from it again..e next time it come..mayb should get more from my daddy..the cool-headed side..haha..
i got some of his genetics already..which is friendlness,kindness,calm at times when things arise,noe how to handle minor issues..ok better stop bullshitting at myself..lol...
hmm..wad else..aud..yeah i do enjoy myself on sat...really..although most of e time i m quite emo..i did cry a few time while i was singing..but its alright la.....really =)
drank alot tat day la..
then yesterday my twin said to me on e beach.."u better dun drink today or else u will see my anger" lol..fierce..then i was like..ok ok i wont la..haha
then i tease him while at hme talking to tasha..i said to him..:"my house got alot of alcohol"
he say:"u better dun touch it"...then i was like:"hahaa..i drinkkkkkkkkk.....drinkkkkk......rose syrup"..lol..but really i drank tat la..i didnt drink alcohol!! lol...
and somehow..ever since e sad thing tat happen in my life..alot of people had been jio-ing me out..geex..for god noes why.. royston & his group keep asking go cheong with them...lol...hmmm...someday ba..i hope.school holidays ending..haha..
the next two days..i will be going out..tell ya e truth la..dates.
haa..juz friend outing only.hehe.
guess i will be watching transformers again tml..cos a very manja-ed Jo wanted to watch..so fine
lor..watch again..aafterall its not bad..
then thurs meeting one of my friend's friend tat i juz noe..kind of shocked when he called me..but alright..hah.
friday..eliza's party..she wants me to come..haiz..alright.but she allow me to call some people..lol..st margs wan la..she and i know wan..lol..
hmm see ba..haha.
haha..YY called me juz now then he told me some good news!
yeah! so happy for him!!
haha..he say why i sound happier than him..geex..wad do u expect,i m pisces.wahaha overly excited abt stuffs.
lol..and some of my friends say my face getting better..yeah..its another step taken to beauty line.haha....'
ok i will continue to keep up..i m not pretty la..this i know..and neither m i cute or adorable..
i m juz one ugly duckling..who is always lost..
nono..is sotong..haha...one fat sotong who is always lost..
haha anyway..i m waiting for my da jie to send me photos of sentosa outing...they took alot manz..even my twin & yy had some emo pics of their own..haha..i wanna see..then got one very nice..damned cool also..tat is really some emo stuffs..me and fishie like to float alot..lol..it was fun la..thinking abt stuffs..relaxing and all..yeah...
and i feel like i m as dark as chocolate..hmmmm..spicy chocolate..nono..is spicy chocolate sotong..hahahahaa...no is spicy chocolate fat sotong..wahahaa.sounds nice..lol..
kk ciao ciaoz