i m sorry about everything...
i m sorry abt my attitude tat i shown to u, tasha.
really sorry. its not your fault.. it juz my own personality..i m sorry.
its juz tat..i juz couldnt see any bonding...
we promised tat we will stick togethher...as team 9 &10...
and yet..
u guys juz did a team and left me & some of us doing a the game...
is this wad we called stick together?
and when we go our own ways,u guys didnt even bother to call me or ask anything.
is this wad we called friends.?
wad m i to u guys?
u all only bothered to call sai, huibing and louise...
how bout me??
where m i actually standing??
left 5 girls!!
wad...is this??.....
how u think i feel...
and i had to do so much work..
u may say i m sensitive but cant u think?
fine take it as this is one of my stupid attitude.
i m juz thinking too much...
but it juz hurts...
i juz dun wan history to repeat itself again..
i dun wan to turn against any of my friends...
its my stupid attitude..i get angry easily..
and without thinking too much, i juz walk away and go home..
and i cried.
why? having mixed feeling... a sense of guilt, sadness,angryness in me..
i dun even noe whether i should be angry or sad.its juz so...
i dunno how to say.
they say "big girls dun cry"
maybe i m juz a lil kid afterall...
i need to work this feeling out myself. afterall we are all classmates.but..haiz..i dunno.
ciaoz.
