well to start off, the past few days i was quite emo...
cos its like..i dun understand my family some time..ugh~!! cant stand the noise in my house~~!!
and also alot of things on my mind lately la..and its like..i always alone la..even though i know there are friends around me..
then today... also... but then for some godddamit reason, its always still e same old person who nv fail to cheer me up..thanks to my godcousin, ben koh..
i dunno why la...its like...WOAH!
hardly anyone can ever cheer me up straightaway..
sometimes i juz try and be happy..but then...ya..u know..
one thing for me is i been thinking alot abt e past.
dunno why also..its not e places i went and stuffs like..
its more like..my character...i felt i m juz too easy..
ugh..stupid feeling...
then miracularly..the only person tat can cheer me up is my godcousin.
why...
today i went to work at coronation plaza there..not bad la...
then help ivey collect her book from ben koh..
but then tat bloody asshole will nv ans my calls and sms..
and he make me drenched in e rain,
and make me wait for him for so long near his block..juz to help ivey pick up e book...
i dun care..he owe me a big meal..oh ya and he call me TOOT.idiotic bastard!! ugh!!!
i think some people close to me will start asking me.."do u like back yr godcousin?"..my answer will be...
no...i only treat him as my godcousin and tats tat..yes he is someone tat i will nv forget at all and he will.... i think..be e only one tat cheer me up so far.cos i know him since i was 16...three years now aey?
both of us been thru alot together..and we realise tat both of us had better be friends rather be in relationship..yup...we both agree on tat.
yup so wad if he knows my family...no matter wad i still will invite him to my place as a good friend.=) cos my family dun mind him too.
i only can say tat..the time we meet up past few months is like..once in a bluemoon..so can say..its once in a bluemoon for today....hahaha.
and funny,the moment he come i happy already..its like all e problems are all gone now...i juz dunno wad he did la..ugh..maybe he's too crappy..like wad ivey said..
i tell u ar...
he is e slowest guy i ever met.!!!!
and i cant wait to use a parang to hit at him...
and he now will start calling me "sotong"...
idiotic bastard..u better watch out...now i m more evil liao...whahahahahaha...
wait till i learn my defence well then we will see..hahahaha
and since when tat idiotic godcousin start to care for me? ask me go home early..cos of the seventh month..hmmmmmmmmm....funny guy...always make me vomit blood.when will u stop manz?? i think never...ugh!!!
yesterday..i met STEPH YONG!!! I SO HAPPY TO SEE HER MANZ!!!!
she was like:"sam,i very long nv see u already..omg!" luckily we arrange to meet up next week..haha..
hahaha..then someone jealous..y i so happy to see one person..the stupid human jealous..lol....
i miss my one & only.
yeah really.
miss u~!!nightx
