i hate it, i juz hate it...
i hate it when we quarrel.
i hate it when things juz go so wrong...
i hate it when i thinking of someone else...
i hate it when i drink...cos i know it will nv stop...
i hate it when we doesnt have mutual understanding..
i juz hate everything..
but i love u.
i m missing my past, but i wanna think of u.
i wanna forget my past and stick with u....
i hate it when i dont get to see u for one day.
i hate tat everytime we fight over minor things.
i like it when u are there and yr mood is good.
i hate it when i saw tat u still thinking back abt yr past.i feel sad.
its juz so hard....i tried so hard....tears*
u dun even know i m feeling sad.u always think i m always there.
i make a mistake,but yet i wanna do it all for u. do u even noe?....
our 2nd month coming..and i dun wish to quarrel..all i ever ask for, is yr love and concern towards me. i still love u.
Intro:]
Bone Thugs Akon yeah
You know though nothin' come easy, you gotta try real, real hard
I tried hard, but I guess I gotta try harder.
[Chorus]
I tried so hard, can't seem to get away from misery,
Man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets,
It Ain't my fault cause I, try to get away but trouble follows me,
And still I try so hard, hopin one day they'll come and rescue me,
But until then, I'll be posted up right here rain, sleet, hail, snow (hail snow)
But until then, I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough (gettin' dough)
[verse 1]
First, let me explain that I'm just a black man,
And I come from the darkside, so I'm havin a hard time stayin on track man,
My mind be racin', and I don't even know what I'm chasin yet
Been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see that it's me where the complications at
But I'm layin back, prayin' that, you get that piece of mind of me
I thought I was right, but really I'm wrong, but again I was too blind to see,
I was in the fast lane chasin my dream,
And then it seemed when the fame and cash came, they just got me,
Goin crazyyyy, (lately, lately) lately I been so faded trying to erase it,
But I just can't cause the drama just grows greater,
And I been in so many collisions by puttin shit off till later.
[Chorus]
I tried so hard, can't seem to get away from misery,
Man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets,
It Ain't my fault cause I, try to get away but trouble follows me,
And still I try so hard, hopin one day they'll come and rescue me,
But until then, I'll be posted up right here rain, sleet, hail, snow (hail snow)
But until then, I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough (gettin' dough)
[verse 2]
It's like I'm takin five steps forward, and ten steps back
Tryna get ahead of the game but I can't seem to get it on track
And I keep runnin away the ones that say they love me the most
How could I create the distance when it's supposed to be close? And uh,
I just don't know but I be out here fightin demons and
It's like the curse that I can't shake this part of Cleveland and
Lord, would you help me? And stop this pain
I keep inflinctin on my family (family)
Hustlin and gamblin, drinkin' and scramblin'
And losin sight of what I supposed to be handlin'
It's hard to manage cause every days a challenge and man
And I'm slippin can't lose my balance and tryin not to panic
[Chorus]
I tried so hard, can't seem to get away from misery,
Man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets,
It Ain't my fault cause I, try to get away but trouble follows me,
And still I try so hard, hopin one day they'll come and rescue me,
But until then, I'll be posted up right here rain, sleet, hail, snow (hail snow)
But until then, I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough (gettin' dough)
[verse 3]
I see thangs won't change (wont change) I'm stuck in the game
As soon as I get out it keeps pullin me back man (pullin me back man)
Got me doin' dirty dirt, so used to this hustlin money,
That I don't understand no nine to five work
Studied on the streets, hustlas know what I mean
Thugstas ballin' before us I'm tryna make that major league
So we never leave never till the sun came up (came up)
Gotta get it nope, no leavin, no grudge (no grudge) today games they play
Gotta go hard to get what you put in, if you fall off then its all on you (on you)
Gotta watch what you sign too, try so hard but I won't act a fool.
[Chorus]
I tried so hard, can't seem to get away from misery,
Man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets,
It Ain't my fault cause I, try to get away but trouble follows me,
And still I try so hard, hopin one day they'll come and rescue me,
But until then, I'll be posted up right here rain, sleet, hail, snow (hail snow)
But until then, I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough (gettïn' dough)
oh my god..its been so long since i blogged!!
haha....i miss my dearie lots..
haha three days ago i went out with aud..yup..spend time with her..we went down to esplanade and clarke quay area!! hahaha!!!took photos!! yeah..then we went lao pa sau to eat!!yeah!!
two days ago,haha...then aftertat me and my boy went down to kandi bar sign contract..woohoo!! we will be working together.!! love him!! then i stay awhile at his place...then went down meet my cousin,pammy..went to bishan cc dome to eat..then went thomson buy some alcohol for herself..lol...
hmm..yesterday which is now also..hahaha.. afternoon went to cheryl house..lol..too bored and sianz..then she and i chat and webcam with jeremy, alex and ivey...hahaaa..lame shit.then my dar also inside..but he didnt get to see us webcam....lol..damned funny la..me and cheryl were playing and tidying our hair on webcam..then stupid alex was like...
:"ooi two crazy girl, dun play with ya hair la"
then we all show middle fingers to him!! haahha
then aftertat we got war with him..then in e end,we show four middle fingers!!
haha..too bad he dun have webcam..
then jeremy and my dar,me and cheryl also having war..funny sia..haha...
then later..ivey..she also got web cam..in e end we try videocall...lol...
when we first see her on webcam, we were like WOAH WAD HAPPEN TO YR HAIR MANZ..SO MESSY!!
then she say she juz wake up...sorrry la...i cant help laughing at yr hair..heee hee...sorry grandson!! u look so cute too!!!! hahahahahaha.....seriously !! yeah!then talk talk...then cheryl keep jumping around when music is played..wahahaha..
cant help her la..she always like tat ..lol.....
then went for night class.got test..haha...hahaah.yupyup...hmmm..today i got a chalet by a close friend..wonder if i should go..dunno la..see how..geex...ciao..sleepy le!! winkz*
photos will be up soon!!
smile alex.i m sorry!! =)
i noe u better now..so yeah. dun think too much,dun be angry with me la..sorry...heee...takecare...being friends for almost a year already..so i wanna see u smile often k,before u go army! hahaa..tired!!
