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  • Twentyone
    student
    pisces.
    smss.
    ITE Tampines IT1A
    ITE Tampines IT2T(Specialised in Networking)
    Nanyang Polytechnic- Engineering Informatics
    -abt me*
    outgoing.
    sentimental.
    rebellious
    admit tat i m a bitch at times
    Insane
    sotonglicious
    chilling at beach
    clubbin
    swimming
    dancing,my passion
    trying new things.
    take a look around you.
    there is everything that you wanted.
    there is everything that you've seen.
    and all that you've visualised.
    is the madness inside of me.
    you are to be blamed for all that I've been.
    all thats what inside of me.
    the world is going crazy
    my dreams are falling apart
    and i am slowly fading away but then i realized,
    i never had a dream to begin with..."


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  • Sony MP3. Thanks to serene and co!!

  • get my acne cured

  • a re-makeover of myself
  • new hairstyle,preferbly doing treatment
  • laptop cum webcam
  • gothic clothes
  • mini shorts
  • bikinis
  • my teeny winny yellow bikini from e one & only serene
  • new sling bag
  • gothic clothes
  • more comics!!! haha


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    *Melody's blogshop
    *Electronics.
    *Yati's online shop.
    *floral.
    *venza.
    *Eliza's shop
    *Qiuqi's contact lens shop
    *April's shop
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    My beloved besties~*

    *serene babelicious.
    *ben ben

    My sisters and family~*

    *germaine
    *stacey
    *sherlyn
    *Pammy

    A-team~*

    *VinVin
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    Godbrothers~*

    *BroRomi
    *victor teo.
    *ShootBird

    Closest friends~*

    *audrey
    *ivey
    *Fad Baby
    *Samtaro
    *Milo
    *~My Melody~*

    Hainan babies!~

    *Aspharr
    *Jelly(lol!!)
    *Jasmine

    IT2T pals~

    *April

    my beloved ite IT1A & school mates~

    *farhan
    *Emo twin
    *Nashy darling
    *Shiqin
    *Jeremy the teacher
    *Natasha
    *Saiyidah
    *hazimah
    *Yanrong
    *Da Jie-yenyen
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    EI0901~*

    *Jascelyn
    *Stephanie
    *Qianqian
    *Haakim
    *Edmond

    random blogs~

    *my gothic site
    *JoakimGomez!!
    *DO NOT CLICK ME!!!

    LEAD~*

    *Jimmy

    Lunar Asian-fusion Bar mates~*

    *L.U.N.A.R
    *Aileen
    *Cynthia
    *novia
    *Sabrina~
    *Jiexin

    Scarlet City~*

    *Joanna
    *Xinying
    *Siling

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    *Jasmine
    *Nicole
    *Stephen(bob the builder!!)

    =BWLSS friends=

    *Mingzhu
    *wenfang
    *rongfa
    *kaiern
    *Huiying
    *Wenfang & Co
    *xinyi
    *roxanne
    *victor(Lucify drummer cum friend)

    =BPSS friends=

    *aaron
    *eunice
    *mikki

    online pals

    *bobby
    *egan
    *melvin
    *emile(st pat)
    *eddie
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    *Charlotte(my chairman!!)
    *chloe
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    Thursday, January 31, 2008


    Suddenly my mind came to a halt.
    i see where i am going already.


    Thanks auddie!!

    i love u to e max!!!

    thanks for helping me!!

    u are e only one tat make me think hard manz..haha thanks thanks a million time babe!

    hahaha decision had already made up..do tomorrow.lol.

    multimedia,people complain i cannot.

    networking also people say i cant.

    well, too bad.i still stick to this course no matter wad. ;p

    cos i like this course.


    Whatever it takes, i will carry on pursuade my dream.


    no one can stop me.

    ok daddy bought food.going to eat dinner now.

    spiritually_yours at 12:27 PM


    Tuesday, January 29, 2008


    hello

    long time never blog already!


    lol..anyway i m fucking fed up with my workplace already.

    ugh...i juz felt so degrading when they put me to the stupid baggage.

    its so degrading my morale la!!

    fucking pissed off.

    i cannot take it anymore.


    ..........................................................

    lets not talk abt this.

    anyway my dear girlfriend,
    sorry couldnt accompany u to eat again~~

    ah...school been damned busy. sometimes ends like 6plus cos got meeting.

    damned shagged.

    i felt really bad for not hanging out with u often,but i will try and acc u as much as possible ok?

    anyway i had a talk in school today.


    had to choose between networking or multimedia by this friday

    damned i cant make up my mind!

    the last time i ever make a decision,

    was unsuccessful..

    cos i went shopping for new year clothes.
    and i brought two dresses to the changing room.

    in e end, i couldnt make up my mind, which one i want.
    i take both..lol...
    that already save two days of chinese new year for me.

    i had to buy another two more sets of clothes.haha..


    so aask me to choose between networking or multimedia.
    ahahahahah...
    its going to take me a long time.lol..

    i like both.haha...how? help!!!


    ok better to study already.ciaoz

    spiritually_yours at 1:46 PM


    Friday, January 25, 2008


    O level english + my life = D7

    so is it true?


    blowing hot and cold.

    spiritually_yours at 1:04 PM


    Saturday, January 19, 2008


    It was dad's birthday on 15 jan but we celebrated on 12 jan..happie birthday daddy~~!!!
    then went to esplanade meet my babes and hunks..cos of beauty world.


    afterwhich, i became fucking emo.
    but i so not gonna talk abt it,cos its over already. =)




    most importantly, HAPPY 6TH MONTH my baby!
    i love u!
    i love u for who u are.
    i love e way u show me things and teach me life.
    i m crazy over u .
    baby,i noe at times,we fight & quarrel but u are always e one being so generous.
    u are always e one who makes me not to think so much abt life.
    i juz love u.
    people dun see e way yr personality is.
    but i saw it.tats make u special in yr heart! i love u!

    and hope u recover real soonz baby~!

    spiritually_yours at 5:39 PM


    Tuesday, January 15, 2008


    My beloved girlfriend!!

    pls take care..u sick le..muz drink more water and rest well k?

    anytime u need me, i will always be there for ya.

    cos i love u so !!!


    misses u lotss~~!!!

    spiritually_yours at 6:15 AM


    Monday, January 14, 2008


    more photos..compiled by gf..haha..tats me and my kor..haha.and my grandson and my gf!!!


    Tila Tequila anyone???

    spiritually_yours at 12:28 AM


    Sunday, January 13, 2008




    hahaha.hey hey hey..long time no blogg.....


    well went clubbing at zouk with my beloved ones...serene,ivey,michelle and victor..
    it was so crazy but i have alot of funz~!~



    but it was fucking crazy..so many bloody incidents manz..


    first was one guy came over..trying to grind us(me,serene and michelle)


    then tat fucking idiot actually vomitted next to us.


    fuck him!! fuck fuck fuck!!

    stupid buaya..the next time i see u again.i so going to kick yr groins.and punch u in e ass..so juz ass of alright?fuck u.


    then later.there's this group of people who was squeezing us to e bar table.then michelle,me and serene tried to do some crazy dance then push them off...then they not happy sia..get a guy.so i got my kor..haha.


    then there's two fight.guys and girls..it was crazy la..


    then aftertat,me and e rest went down to boat quay..chill awhile.then we went home..it was a blast though..but i swear i will never club again..hopefully.

    WOW SAM IS NOT CLUBBING ANYMORE! big news?

    lol..

    i dunno...

    well,maybe becuz the fun of clubbing is not there anymore..
    somehow or rather i felt more comfy with serene,michelle,vic and grandson..rather than with two of my other closest friends...
    maybe can say is e age gap even though its oonly 1 year.hah.
    maybe someday jeremy and cyril.. haven seen u guys best shot yet.lol =) but not now i guess..

    i used to love clubbing so much.and i felt so much love when i club..flirt flirt flirt kisskiss kiss..but usually its real friends..not juz any guys on the dancefloor..duh!
    somehow feelings juz died..
    it feel like a chorse to me like wad ben said.
    and yes,i been clubbing with serene a couple of times already.haha..we both had e same feeling now.so does michelle i guess..lol..
    but tat night..i wasnt flirting nor kissing anyone.
    i was myself and i m happy.
    i m happy tat my loved ones are here with me not clubbing.
    well e rest had seen it i guess..

    i yawned. i stoned and didnt dance tat well tat night..haha..
    cos bored of e music.
    and yes yawned a couple of times.

    haha....serene told me:"sam u wasnt like tat last time! show me manz!" haha..well ok i did.haha.
    clubbing not my thang anymore.grow old of it.

    well,apparently i break a promise to my bf.and he got upset.i felt bad.really bad.but tat moment..i realised tat i m crazy abt him all e time now.its all abt him already.

    sorrry baby.

    its not time to party.its time to juz chill..haha.once a party girl,maybe.see first.haha.might be party girl..juz see who i with..lol..

    well i had my tequila drink tat night!! yeah...
    but wasnt enough..lol..tequila/coke and tequila shot.! lol..

    my leg cramps..gosh...grind too much wahahaha..with who? of cos with my girls la!

    anyway had been watchin tila tequila lately..haha..the ending sux..she should had chosen e girl not e guy manz.cos they broke up in e end..and she's coming back for season two..hah.
    dunno if i will watch it..haha..

    she is one hot bisexual bitch manz.well,i might consider to date her someday..haha..tat is if i m bi.haha...

    and here are some photos..
    me and my gf ton e night at yck eating cup noodle after tat..i was fucking tired sia when i got home..lol..


    overall wanna thank my kor,my gf,ivey and michelle for making it such a wonderful night!!
    not to mention jeremy and cyril for popping in sometimes..hah.a

    sleeping nwo...had school tml morning!!nightx all~

    my beloved girl and i at yck.

    us again! candice style!! haha
    gf,mich,me in zouk toilet.

    zouking at zouk?sound so wrong..lol








    had dinner at a nearby coffeeshop of zouk
    me and bubbly mich.hah.she rockx!
    my grandson and me~



    this is wad love is.love is eating with gf.


    spiritually_yours at 10:55 PM


    Tuesday, January 08, 2008


    a customer once told me this while serving them in lunar bar:

    " no matter wad u wan in life, go for it! dun care wad others say abt it.juz go for yr dream,juz do it alright?"

    well,i think back,maybe its true.i shouldnt think too much of wad others say.

    after i had my hair cut,i have many good compliments lesser bad compliments.

    well,i think again,and listen to wad my heart tells me.

    i noe wad i wan already and i m not going to go back with my words.

    one of my past told me that he was happy tat i noe wad i wan in life.
    all this time i been searching and yes, i do.i do noe wad i wan in life.
    this is e life tat i wan.


    and one more thing,i noe i had been a bitch for saying things out .
    and from now on, i do not wanna hurt any of my friends anymore.
    i juz going to shut the hell up in my mouth.
    when i say i will,i will.
    no one can ever bloody hell stop me, not even my closest.
    i wanna be a better friend.trust in me.i will stop.secrets are meant to be sealed forever,so it will be sealed.

    some people wondering whether i m doing it for my bf in terms of hair.
    answer is no,
    it was my own idea.
    i was e one who suggest to rebond.
    when the hairstylist finalise my hair,he wasnt around.
    i m e one who do it.
    juz like my previous permed hair.
    yup.tats all i can say.

    we didnt meet much during christmas period.
    and only now we met today and a week back.
    and we had a heart to heart talk today.
    yes,i falling deeply in love with him, juz like him towards me.

    i used to get crazy when my past came back.
    but now no.
    its e past already.wad for think abt it.
    i m happy.

    i juz wanna be strong, and i will.
    i love everything about u.

    spiritually_yours at 2:09 PM


    Saturday, January 05, 2008


    he didnt sleep on me!! i swear!!


    a past,i forsaken.

    2 shots with me and ben on tues night.took by serene.

    juz feeling fucked up,mom spoilt my day.
    2 more hours is Yanrong's birthday.
    juz wanna wish ya A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!!19 LE!!
    well, i do enjoy myself at sentosa though.ya=)

    maybe this song suit my mood now. just once.
    almost,we would have lasted.
    but its e past afterall.wad for brood over it.

    why is the feeling coming back suddenly.
    maybe because only u knew me e best..
    but we can never be back again,can we?
    not now perhaps.
    i m happy in my life.
    how bout u?i hope so too.

    spiritually_yours at 2:46 PM


    Thursday, January 03, 2008


    i forgotten to write about my resolution for 2008!! lol

    well wad to do, wad ben say is true,all those working in pubs are always one day before time.lol...

    well..2007 had already passed.

    wad have i learn in 2007?
    many things.
    i learn to grow up.
    learn to realise tat smooth relationship isnt all tat perfect.
    it maybe perfect in other people's eyes but not ourselves.
    i learn tat we shouldnt judge where we come from.
    i make friends,i learn mistakes.
    i learn to love again.
    temptation do comes once in awhile.
    learn to cherish memories.keep more memories.
    time flies.
    i learn to forget u.but u appear again on 1/1/08 of all times.lol.
    but u noe,i dun take a step back. =)
    u are happy for me.i m glad.
    i seen diff type of people now.
    i learn to cherish long term friendship,tat included my beloved 7 years of friendship.
    i cry with my friends.
    i joke with my friends.
    i dances with my friends.
    its really a good year for me than 2006.

    i hope this year would be better,even more meaningful.
    even more make me realise how life should be led.
    i want to be happy.
    i wan to pass ite.
    i wanna be someone i thought i would dream to be.
    those few days before e year closes, had been many meaningful.
    met up with old friends,catch up time and memories.
    last but not least,sadly to say,i lost a friend whom i noe less than a year.
    his face will always be in my heart. thanks for all those wonderful memories we had while in sc outing.

    i learn to love once more after a fall,
    baby u hold me up while i m down.
    u make me realise tat there is still love.
    u make me realise how interesting our character oppose each other.
    how much we love each other.
    how much tolerance u given me.
    when i try to change,u tell me to take my time.
    u give me time,u nv fail to make me smile.
    u make me realise how work is suppose to be.
    baby thanks for everything and i love u so.
    i will continue to love u every now and then like u love me too.

    spiritually_yours at 5:51 PM




    my so called new hairdo of e day!! not rebond yet..wahahaha

    christmas eve and new year eve working!

    wahahaaaha..not bad..collect alot of small marbles ball!! hehee...

    on new year eve's,got kissed unintentionally by someone important..wahahahahaha....dammit la..i damned shocked.and somemore hug me so tight.gosh.think he's drunk.

    then somehow got a cut on my finger.lol...and i miss my baby so much.cos very long never see him.so random...lol

    oh ya yvonne won a ticket to hongkong to watch fei lun hai..hahahahaha...she appear on news.
    she early morning msg me on new year's day sia.told me to send her off on 2nd jan..she miss me..lol..but then flight changed,she had to leave early.so i meet her on new year's day itself.


    then aftertat, went to meet serene and my beloved godcousin,ben.
    went to talk talk at amk there...came home quite late.went to drink at bishan pub.tiger beer.sux to e max.
    got scolding..yeah.haha
    and ben challenge me..wow again! he say waterfall+lamougini+barcadi 151 on my bdae. well BRING IT ON,i m not scared!
    so many people challenge me..lol...
    my kor, 10 tequilla shots.
    alex chin, chivas on e rock.full rock gls.
    guowei,going to intro me stronger alcohol when he meet me..
    even my darling yy, barcadi 151.
    ALL IN ALL I M STILL A GOOD DRINKER! WAHAHAHAHAHA.BRING ON E CHALLENGE,AINT AFRAID .
    in mac.yr face.
    well,wad to say,i was glad that we talked abt our lives again.
    i m really happy to see u once more.
    thanks for sharing and remembering everything that we used to do.
    its true tat i miss u,and i noe u miss me too.
    4 years of friendship,its really worth it.
    like wad u say,time flies.
    every moment spent with u is a moment of cherish for me.
    maybe wad u say is true.
    wad is fling?wad is love?
    this, i m still figuring out myself juz like u.
    yes,we would have lasted.
    but u thought it otherwise.
    maybe u r right,we love someone,dun have to be to be with tat someone
    and yes i heard u. =) u dun have to repeat. haha.
    no matter wad u doing, i still be there for ya as a friend,a godcousin,a sister,a brother. =)
    our relationship may have ended.
    but its a new begininng of our friendship,this u have to trust.
    and i trust tat u going to get me drunk on my bdae.WAIT LONG LONG LONG! wahahaha
    so wad u also a server like me.lol...
    dun smoke so much la,godcousin,bad for u!! cut down!!!!dun everytime emo emo then smoke can,smoking may cure,but it harms u.u noe it yrself.pls pls take care of yrself. =) or else u are going to be dead by me.wahahaahahaah..I STILL WANNA TAKE MY REVENGE ON U!!!

    *got somemore...highlight the words below to seee!!

    and baby very nice.
    took me go rebond my hair and cut short.ya and its short and unique.lol.
    wanted to do like victoria beckham,but nah its more than tat lol..
    baby thanks for standing for me today.loveeeess...missssss u!!

    spiritually_yours at 5:17 PM