hello bloggie and blogg readers!!

its being quite long since i write an entry.

well haha..i had a great time celebrating on friday/sat, and thanks for all yr wishes and presents..really really appreciated it.

on friday after school, i went to Hans river,together with my dar dar, sham,tasha,Sai,doris and hazimah.Celebrated with zeyma also!!


food was great.eat alot..then we had chocolate truffle as birthday cake..weeeeeeee...
was quite shocked when they sang "happy birthday" lol...

then aftertat stay around at tm awhile then went home..prepare for the night!

haha..expected a lil amount of people come,but suddenly so many come. 4 people was last min called.

haaha..went to meet serene at her workplace at vivo first around 8plus..together with ivey,michelle,helicia.Me, ivey and michelle were busy doing makeup..lol..make quite a din at her workplace..

then we went down to meet the guys.was busy camwhoring while waiting for them.
came first was michelle's friends, andrew and daniel.(i think!)
then victor kor..surprisingly cos he say he's not coming.
then came ben(serene's friend)...haha..
then aftertat my beloved godcousin,ben koh and his friend justin.
then last but not least, my dar dar and jeremy.

lol..then we went for pub hunting at boat quay.
didnt take diineer..juz went drink.
hmm..in e end, we head down to X bar cos QB was crowded.
then louis(serene's friend cum my senior!!) came down
after tat two my godfamily came down..lol..
my godbro,Roy and Aston.my goddaddy..haha
we had fun singing,playing and drinking.
bought 3 bottles of chivas at $400 bucks..all share la..lol
suddenly i saw birthday song on e screen.
i was like "aey, how come got birthday song???"
then serene say, "bbecause we delicate this song for u!"
lol...then everyone started singing.
and was very happy la..cos although got small short cake by victor,its still worth it. i had fun.
me, roy,victor and ivey tried to blow e candle..but it is of no use..lol..they keep coming up.lol..had fun..in e end,my senior take out the candle for us..lol..

drank quite alot actually.was giddy i think.
then we went to lunar awhile..
hmm..stupid boucer take my pencil case and waterbottle away.
in e end i forget to take it back from them.somemore was quite drunk le.

i remember, i keep laughin at jeremy.dunno y also.and teasing victor.lol...
cos he so drunk.hehe..sorry.luckily my dearest boy was beside me most of the time.really aprreciate it.

then aftertat.we went to mac to chill awhile.
ya then got home in a cab.
went to yy house first.rest awhile then go home in e evening.

then aftertat i went for work at 9pm..hmm..work until sunday..


dammit.got alot of tests this week.even my birthday..waaah!!!!

i better get studying now...

spiritually_yours at 2:16 AM

sisters and my dear brother quinton

i noe its the stress and pressure tat is pulling u all down these few days.

dun get too stress k.

dun give up.. jia you!!

jia you and make it to next year.. :)

a few more weeks ORD le. so...jia you!! dun give up now.. :)

will update more soonz...

spiritually_yours at 4:14 PM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY IVEY!!!!
MUZ STRIKE 4D AND TOTO THIS YEAR HOR!!
AND BE MORE BEAUTIFUL EACH DAY!





hmmmmmmmm...


got more photos coming up...will update soonz.

anyway my com can use now i guess, had been quite laggy the past few days, and most likely i will reformat it soonz.

hmmm..my dear and my chairman, my melody! auddie darling and her bf, and last but not least my grandson came to visit me during CNY..haha...

quite fun.they get along quite well even though they juz met..really appreciated it.

i couldnt call many people cos my parents might not be happy with it.ya so sorry if i didnt ask u guys over ya?

birthday coming in like a few days time...

i guess i be celebrating with my beloved girls tomorrow..hmm...
really wonder wad they had planned for me.lol..
cant wait though...lol...
somehow felt bad abt it,if it goes such a big extent for me.
no matter wad u guys did, i will appreciate it alot. ya really from my heart now . =)

well, things are quite done,except the fact tat we had tests and exams coming up.
muz really buck up manz.

alright here are e photos.



melody darling and me.
seen e first F1 in singapore? haha parked outside e loading bay of MOS.lol..last week took it,while i finish work at 10pm
went pubbing with serene and ivey.drank 5 jugs.yeek tiger sux.




me and louise outside school. lol we brought our chair outside to talk..haha.

reading newspaper outside school?? lol
ivey,melody and quinton
chairman and me! haha
lol..my school...hahaaah

spiritually_yours at 10:52 AM

hello its been quite long since i write my blogg!!



hahaha...damned i guess i had been pretty busy lately, cos of meetings,school and work and not forgettting CNY! can u imagine, celebrate for e past 4 days and slept like 2-5am everyday?

Gamble,gamble gamble drink drink drink.

this had been a tradition in my family already.


no wonder i m addicted to drinking..lol...


anyway my birthday is coming in like another 2 weeks time!

so i guess i should update my wishlist!


haha i already put up three things tat i wan, but not sure if the products are still available.lol..

well, top ten things i wan!

-the bilabong luggage bag

-myopsis black bag

-black jumper

-pretty gothic watch

-vintage ring,bracelet and belt

-Black gothic clothes(for cosplay purposes,especially a dress)

-Dan brown "Deception Point"

-black nail polish

-black eyeliner

-Gothic Lolita boots


alot of blacks.lol...


ok tats all for now! hahaha

spiritually_yours at 3:01 AM

spiritually_yours at 12:41 AM

wads going on with me manz..everything feel so unright?

feels so wrong.

family..they care?i dunno.

i felt so unwanted, not accepted at times.


on sat, went chalet with my lunar girls.

and i m so fucking drunk aftertat. thanks to baileys,and i dun even noe i fell and twisted my right knee cap again.

yeah its e first time i got so drunk manz.

drink drink drink.

throw me in it.


thanks to aileen and julien,thanks for helping me when i m not alright.hee hee.

and i had to ask my baby to fetch me home.

thanks darling.i love u lots


and i really felt so bad at times in school.
i wish things will be better.

i m so forgetful sometimes.haiz how i wish it could be better.


i wish tat i could be stronger sometimes and not get upset easily.

so hard to be me.


but i love u e most.cos u are always there for me.

thanks to one of my friend who talk to me juz now.

i m feeling much much better.love yaa lots!

spiritually_yours at 4:05 PM

spiritually_yours at 8:02 PM