I m sorry.
i am moody today.aint happy.
juz me.
wanna be alone.
everyone hate this feeling of mine.
but sorry.
this is me.

the scars, it hurts so painfully.
i felt i being stabbed not once,but over and over again.
i think u felt that too.
aint saying much.
going to sleep.
nightx.

spiritually_yours at 5:07 AM

Should i try cheerleading for cca purpose?

spiritually_yours at 2:14 AM

Scarlet outing at DXO after work.cant remember is it a friday or sat cos i been working..lost track of days!





ivey came over my place..and we went amk drivethru mac for supper!
then we bought calsberg to drink.haha

there!!

hahaha...
anyway my grandpa is feeling bettter already.
can eat bread already.
visited him e other days with stacey N sherlyn.
he was transfered to a normal ward for recovery.
yup yup!
thanks twin samuel for prayin for me! really appreciate tat!=)

ya....work and work.

baby was here with me yesterday and today!
thanks for staying by my side yesterday at my house.
and also today.
lovessssss~

spiritually_yours at 11:37 PM

Yesterday went dinner with baby near bishan
then i got a call from Stacey while we were on our way to work..
"jie ah gong in ICU,i am going down now."
then my heart suddenly stopped.
my grandpa admitted to hospital again.
i was so worried that i couldnt work.
once i reach the workplace, my heart juz go really weak.
told berr.
then she ask me to go.
i noe my baby wanted me very much to stay and wait for the news,
but i noe i couldnt.
so i saw jon and i told him.
couldnt get a fucking cab along amk.
everywhere was like so crowded.
in e end went to mrt there to wait for cab.
once i reach the hospital,
i met my aunt and ah ma along the way.
they were also looking for the ward.
in e end we found it.

and then i saw my grandpa lying in e ward.
he looked so pale.
yet he still talks and asked me
"girl u nv work today ah"
i juz replied :"no i didnt.ah gong u juz rest."
i nearly cried but i hold back my tears.
stacey was there also.
my aunt ask stacey and my grandma to go eat.
while me and my aunt stay and see ah gong.

then now currently he still critical ill
but hope tat they could find the loophole of the internal bleeding in his body.
he had a heart attack last mornning.
thus was brought to TTSH.
had to be in ICU for 3 days
juz hope he be fine.



two days ago was scarlet gathering.
well apparently someone was so drunk even before we went DXO.
well pretty ok.
celebrated Desmond's bdae there too.
i m sorry u got me worried.
and i m sorry baby i couldnt go home with u.
send ben home,then berr,then arron send me home.
luckily i noe ben's place or else he would have slept on e road.haha.

haiz...trying to smile but cant smile.
baby thanks for cheering me up,i noe u been trying to.really appreciate it. =)
juz hope nothing happen when u work ok.?
going to hospital again and see how things goes.
yup juz hope i will be fine.

spiritually_yours at 2:45 PM

spiritually_yours at 5:39 PM