One sentence to end it off.
I hope this aint real,because i cant take it anymore.
spiritually_yours at 4:03 AM
Hello bloggie.
i juz going to write a short post.
well juz came back from A-team Orientation Camp.
freaking tired..
but i had a lot of fun there making new friends and all.
well, my team got 1st for best cheer.
yeah..
i guess our cheer is a tribal cheer tats why we could win...
lol..
anyway.
on the day of me having camp,
my baby went to army.
on friday morning,
i accc him all the way to his bedok camp
well,
its sad to say tat he had to go in already.
zzz.
kind of missing him!
i wonder how's his hair now.
baby,
juz let u know,
i will wait for u till u came out from army.
u be assured ok? =)
i love u baby!!
spiritually_yours at 12:19 AM
WEEE...let me blogged now!!
haha so yesterday was helicia's 21st birthday..
oh manz i had a hard time findin the place manz!!
our clique tat came are..
baby,me,grandson,serene,kenneth,jiahui,samuel!!
wooooo....
so happy..
but managed to take some pic with my beloved serene and grandson ^^
here are the photos,
helicia..birthday girl!!
very windy!! and kenneth extra!! lol
grandson,me,serene
anyway before tat day,
i went with some my poly classmates to drink.
came to meet them a lil late cos met up with my a team friends at pastamania in bishan..
lol...
i had alot of fun with my poly classmates...
went to harry's bar then boat quay.
sherwin came down too..
and we ordered one martell..
me and sherwin chiong the whole martell down..wahahaah..
ryan wanted to bring us to temptation but then..
it was quite crowded
so we went to liquid forty instead..
and surprisely,
my dearest serene and kenneth also went there with each of them diff group of people
lol
me,serene and ken,wanna contact each other but our fucking phone went flat..
damned sad la..
lol
its ok la..
kenneth is going army on tues le!1
hahha hope u become good boy and good manz hor!!
well,ystd i had a great talk with my dearest girl serene at the beach.(please dun pester me abt the contents we talking abt.cos i would nv say it.!)
she told me lots of stuffs.
i too!
really enjoy tat moment..
anyway pictures will be uploaded soon!
oh ya,
my baby going army this friday,
so yeah..
got a lil celebration on tues nightx..
and yup...
anyway,my dearest dii,
sorry to the fact that i cant spend more time with u,
cos i had alot of things to do this week.
somemore my bf will be with me almost everyday.yup..
so really hope u can understand la..
and will try to help u in school if can lo, k?
ciaozzzz!!!!
need to sleep early!!!
spiritually_yours at 11:18 PM
This post i m going to say some stuffs.
Taken from my gf's blog to me:
for my dear Girl,don't be too upset,don care what others did,everything will comes clear when your heart is clear.don't be afraid.we will stand by you.whoever did that,they are just childish,and retards.don let others disturb your mind.life is stress.love is hard.there's always someone who cares and loves you.they are jus jealous over you.if ppl trying to break the relationship,let them do it.if they try their ways,and if they did succeed,they wont get to any good end.trust me.everyone still cares for you.i will be there.there for you.call me anytime.i am just a phone call away.love you babe=)smile..i care for you always...
My dearest gf ,
really appreciate so much that u care alot for me.^^
no matter wad happens, i love you so!
Things will get better i believe,if i give myself some times =)
and i juz wish that things will really get better.
and not forgetting,
sorry to make u worried abt me since you had yr own problem too.
like how u say to me,
yes, life's like this.
sometimes it juz sux to live a life that have many obstacles to face.
but think abt it,
who are the people who will really go thru this obstacles with u?
its yr true friends.
and really,
i will be e one of them who will go thru it with u.
we can always sing k!
go out and drink.
juz to forget our worries,sorrows and problems for one day.=)
i juz wan to see u happy.
blew away the people that make u upset.
remember wad our late Mrs Lee said to us?
"Think of all the happy things u did today, and forget about the unpleasant things that happen ystd.Yr life would be more meaningful" (This applies to my lil godbro too.=))
I noe it is hard but we can do it.
future is still ahead.
think of now.
think of us.
think of all the happy memories u had.
u be happier darling.
juz wish and pray,
whatever that is happening right now,
it will turns it for the better.
and no matter wad happen,
i also will stand by u.
facing the obstacles with u.
i m juz near u.
juz like u said,
a phone away from u.
really.
and really.i love u babe. =)
To my dearest lil bro,edmond
juz wanna say that,
no matter wadever that happens to u right now,
u r not alone.
Life is not meant for one person to live in.
If really, u need time to sort out yr thoughts,
and cool down our bro sis relationship,
i give u the green light.
but juz let u noe,
i nv regret u as having u as my lil godbro.
really,i didnt regret. =)
dun bring yrself so down that u dun deserve it.
well yes u did deserve it.
the talk we had at one place last time near bishan,
really brought our trusts closer.
really.
so have some confident in yrself.=)
i noe u are facing problems too
but dun bottle things up,share it with me or whoever u are closer to.
when tat happens,
really, u be happier.
i noe certain problems may be a lil hard.
but as long as u willing to share,
we dun mind being yr listening ear.=)
remember there is always me around ok?
even though we cant be godbro and sis for now.
take it as a cooling period.
i be there always.=)
i believe life will take for the better,
juz hope time really tells.
juz wish i can take a break right here right now.
away from everybody and juz go on a solo trip.
its stupid ya.and contradicting.
but well,
no matter wad happen,
my friends and gf,
i will always be there.
gf,
i would grateful to bring u along too !
then we can go and check out some hot guys around the world lol...!!! k la gotta go sleep nightxx
spiritually_yours at 1:39 AM
sammie: u call me go then i go one lei..who wan to go out with u.. 3 Jun 09, 21:50
FUCK THIS IS STUPID..I DUN EVEN HAVE ALL THESE STUPID THOUGHTS, AND LOOK AT THE FUCKING TIME...I WASNT EVEN HOME YET..AND MY JOB THING JUZ ENDED.sammie:
i now even regret having u as my didi lei..dun go out with me alr can..thks 3 Jun 09, 21:54SINCE WHEN DID I SAY REGRETTED?I SPEAK OF MY TRUTH TO EDMOND HOURS JUZ BEFORE I GO FOR THE JOB THING. The fucking time is so inaccurate!! i juz ended the stupid thing like i said before. sammie:
dont bother talking to me on msn.. i blocked u alr ar..thanks!! 3 Jun 09, 22:07THE TRUTH IS, I FUCKING DIDNT BLOCK EDMOND IN MY MSN.And I DEFINITELY ENJOY TALKING TO HIM.I JUZ FUCKING REACHED HOME AND HAVEN EVEN TOUCH THE DAMNED COM!WHOS THE MOTHERFUCKER CHAO CHEEBYE WHO USES MY NAME AND TAG IN EDMOND'S BLOG????
AND FUCK!!
LOOK WAD U GUYS DONE!! u screw the fuck upside down.. AND U CHEEBYE FUCKING SPOIL OUR RELATIONSHIP.
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i juz lost a fucking good brother...are u all happy now?
and it really hurts so much!! tears..*
it really hurts so much!!
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spiritually_yours at 11:32 PM
To my dearest brother edmond,
Juz let you noe that no matter wad others say about u,
i dun care,so u shouldnt care too.
No mattter wad problem u facing,
u muz always remember that i m always there, whether i m busy anot.
Others may not see the way how i see you,
but i think u are a nice person. =)
it takes time for others to noe u well,
but i guess i see u easily on how u are like already.
Like wad my nick say before,
Life aint easy with so many obstacles to face.
but u muz always remember to stand up strong and face it.
from there,
u will be a stronger person.=)
Nobody is perfect,
and thats wad makes life interesting.
i saw through yr weakness and also yr strength,
thats why you are my brother.
and cheerssss sweet!
Life is nv interesting if u didnt appear =)
spiritually_yours at 11:16 PM
