ahhhhhhh...stupid..i m grounded..and so bloody pissed..i feel so trapped...parents in my life controlling me like hell..every min i had to report..fuck la...its juz mid year can...??
not as though i wont manage my time??? fuck la..thanks la!! ha dun wan to say so much also..alot of people will tell me I DESERVE THE PUNISHMENT..who cares??!! i dun care...they wan to control..let them control la...in e end they know they are in e wrong..FOR NOT TRUSTING THEIR DAUGHTER..THEY THINK THEIR DAUGHTER NEED TO BE DISCIPLINED...WELL COME TO E END, THEY ARE WRONG..YES PEOPLE U R RIGHT..ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS..THATS WHY I DECIDED NOT TO SAY SO MUCH!!!!! ok u may say this is childish thinking...come and put yrself in my shoes..and u will know why...
and well,wad in e world is everyone thinking?? y do they had to judge people in e way of their performance? so wad if their performance is bad? so wad if they done ONE wrong thing,u had to hate them for e rest of their lives? does it mean their attitude will be bad later on? grow up! i hate e kind of attitudes u guys give me...
say u r friends.but is it juz a say say? haiz..dun wan to say so much...ANYWAY I DUN HAVE E RIGHTS TO SAY SO MUCH TOO....! o level are near....and i dun wan to think too much..i m juz glad that i had a few close friends by my side now at this moment..especially to meiyu..i know how u feel..hee..glad that we met up today..lol..dun worry..u r still one of my closest friend i met in my life...i know wad u r going thru..cos i m going thru e same way as u too... winkz*
hmmm..dun worry i m fine...today i met yong.. haha..kind of happy to see her..cos e 1st qns she ask me was :"how was chinese paper?" i was kind of touched la.. cos all along i being askin ppl how it is..and there's only one in school who ask me..and that is yvoone..and suddenly..someone who had graduated last year..came to ask me..and wads more...she IS YONG! haha...thanks yong...i m really touched...and i love yr hair!! juz went in school i realise things juz not going the way it seemed...good things come back in my life...haiz..ok la..dun wanna say so much le..wait ppl complain abt me again...
juz wanna tell others..be the way u r..cos i m going to be e way i m from now on...dun had to question me..all i can say is i m wad i m...its whether u like it or not....i m fine..i juz wanna see things myself..dun wake me up..juz let me be myself for now...like ben say, DUN THINK TOO MUCH..yes i wont..oh ya..hahaa.i wanna thank him...for coming to my sis's competition...haha..although that day we did ended up quarrelling somehow..really sorry...kk i gotta go le.......
i misssssssssssss uuuuuuuuu........ 4.31pm
