i m very tired already...
i juz dunno why i should blog yesterday..
yesterday prom was e suckiest...fancy make us pay for a buffet..
stupid..

then later went on to clubbing..MOS..yup..luckily went with helicia...
lol..so many people keep on calling me "princess"...cos of my tiara..haha.
somehow saw howie they all there too..

i think this whole clubbing thing began to let me see in a bigger picture..
i realise tat no matter how much i enjoy myself yesterday, it still will bring pain...
its somehow let me see e bad side of clubbing...i really wanna thanks someone..really...thanks alex for yr help... =)
i juz dunno.....

maybe i m just escaping those thoughts..thoughts of e past...i juz looking for something to bring these thoughts away..because it is full of hatred and hurt..clubbin became my only way..but its only e dark side of it...i m running away..

he had make me feel so un-myself..every now and then, he is always walking in and out of life..i juz dunno what his intention were..after my last entry, it had come to a point where i m on e verge of giving him up..why should i spend so much time with someone who doesnt care?if he wants to be like tat,there's nothing i really i can do......might as well juz let it go..it had come to a point for me to believe tat our relationship will nv last anymore...tears*

i juz feel hurt..hurt cos i seen e dark side of clubbing..and now i know e reason why some of my friends are moving away from clubbing...i being thru it before..and i never wan it to happen again..and i m pretty tired now..alex, thanks for being a good pal to accompany me today.i appreciate it..thanks.....ciao.!!1.48am

spiritually_yours at 1:42 AM