1. 4 names in your phone list receivedcall?
++ no num, ivey,victor darling,teckjin(muz be serene la!)
2. your main ringtone?
++ hips dun lie,
3. what u did at 12 last night?
++ was reading book
4. who was the last person u went outwith? where?
++ ivey and vic.HQ
5. the color of the t-shirt you'rewearing now?
++ red and white.its nighties
6. the last thing u did?
++ juz yawn*
7. 3 of your everyday favorite items?
++ my hp; my book.and wallet
8. the color of your bedroom?
++ white
9. how much money in your wallet now?
++ not telling ;P
10. how's life?
++ alright
11. your favorite city?
++ singapore..
12. what will you do next weekend?
++ going out with vic,ivey,cheryl
13. when the last time u meet your mom?
++ yesterday
14. where is she now...?
++ in the room sleeping
15. when did the last time you talkedto her?
++ juz now
16. who is the last person that textedyou?
++ victor
17. where did u have your dinner lastnight?
++ home
18. the last gift u've got?
++ my ai sin zao chang from vic..hee
19. last thing u borrowed from yourfriend?
++ nv borrow anything
23. what do you feel now?
++ abit not feeling well,feel like puking but cant. i will be fine. =)
28. what do you order at McD?
++ didnt order anything
29. the last time u feel so sad?
++ juz now ba..but now feeling better
30. what is your wish for tomorrow?
++ hope things goes well tml
31. lastly, the last thing(s) youbought in the last 24 hour and wherefrom?
++ coffee bean..hee
i guess and i hope everything will turn out better after all e advice tat vic give me.i really appreciate it..thanks darling~~!! i will be fine
today's meeting, don ask me and david a question, like what m i going to do?what i wan to do ?and why ?
it really got me thinking for awhile. i do wanna start up business and know my forte. the things tat i m good at..or should i say, the skills tat i m good at, and how m i going to go abt it.
i mean, i really do have e passion to start a business dealing, m i really ready for it? my ans is YES. i knw the risks tat going to cause me,but i m juz going to go for it and be passionate and ready abt it.
i m a cool-headed person, i wont juz do things tat i know i cant be good at. i know my limits.
it juz a matter of time people slowly will realise it. So what if i m a slow learner, it juz doesnt stop me from doing things tat i wan to do. many people thought i m soft-hearted..but i m not. take e choice tat i made for poly as an example.
my cousins and some of my close family friends think tat i should go into nursing cos i suited in tat area, but in fact, they do not know me well. After much thinking, i disagree with wad they say, cos nursing is not my line.I mean i dun mind going tat, but i wont feel its me in it. I m more to the IT side.learning abt IT..and also game designing.tats what i m. many people dun believe i actually take game design as my interest. Come on manz, so wad if i didnt play much games, it juz doesnt stop my passion. I m a researcher. I do research on the things tat i like, it juz tat probably they didnt see it. and many a times, they were surprised by wad i say. Sometimes they will say things like, "U?u wanna do IT course?come on manz, i dun believe." "i see u r more to nursing manz"
the words they said really stabbed me hard in my heart but this hurt make me even stronger.Make me wanna prove them wrong.
I do have some interest in e business world too, i noe tat once i really settled in e business world,there will be lots of objection from some of my close ones. But so what, this is my passion too, this is part of my learning experience in life. U juz gonna live with it manz. Its my desire too.
No one can stop what i wanna do. maybe right now, i still have a little control from parents ,but i do know wad i really wan. I juz hope one day, they be able to support my passion for it.
so what if i didnt have much knowledge in the business world, i still can go read up on business books to know more abt it and all, its not like no one is helping me. I know don told me this, "u juz had to ask questions, and u will learn, dun ask,no learning of things". i believe its true.
i m actually glad tat i have people who stand by me till now.and they were my closed ones.thanks.!!
haha.sianz dunno why today throw all my words here..lol..sorry ar..no offence..but whatever i say.its true la.i juz feel tat no one out there can stop u from what u wanna do in life.its juz whether u r doing e right thing.and be passionate in wad u wanna do. ya. sorry if i do offence people..lol..=x..probably i juz wanna say out my feelings ba. hee...also maybe becuz in my life, many people doesnt like e way i do things, but this is e inner side of me tat i really wanna show out.i know actions speak louder than words, and i will prove people wrong la. this is me.the real me. I know what i wan, and its not like i dunno myself.
one thing for sure and for victor to know is, I seriously love u and will be committed into this relationship with u, it wont be like last time.yup..Love u lots, thanks for standing by me all e time~~!! hee!!*blush* sorry la..but i do blush at times..lol..
k la better go sleep le..night...!!!
